Today he never come.
Cause he does not have transport.
T_T~
Before i go trip also can not see him.
I lost 5 time to meet him.
But nevermind time very fast pass.
So i will see him as fast as possible.
Hahahh^^
misss you.
O.M
Hahah^^
Ready to go for fight and crazy shopping with my family!!!
muahahah^^
TAIWAN I COMING!!!
2009年5月30日 星期六
TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
261 days.
Today in home quite bored.
Wanted do homework, but lazy.
Wanted tidy up stuff, but lazy.
Anyway today what i wanted to do also feel very lazy.
No spirit.
Doesn't wanna move any.
Even wanted sleep also can not sleep through.
Haiz~
Waiting time coming.
Because our TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
When i meet him don't know whether i will use normal heart to chat with him or still use embarrassed feel to chat with him.
Listening to "XING FU BU MIE 幸福不灭"this song.
Feel very comfortable.
But of cause if can listen with him more nice more comfortable.
The melody and the way he sing is so sensation.
Today i have a free dinner.
He treat me dinner.
Hahah^^
After today i will lose 4 chance to meet with him.
So regrettable.
Maybe i will very very very miss him.
Don't know whether he does anot?
Today suppose feel very happy.
Cause tomorrow i have journey.
But i feel so depressed.
Don't feel wanna go.
Why i have this feel?
Maybe wanna meet him so badly.
Therefore, because of the regrettable chance to see him feel depressed.
Don't care!
ELAINE CHEONG!
CHEER!!!
Don't know tomorrow can sit with hansome boy anot?
Hahah^^
Cause single seat already sold out.
So have to buy double seat.
Don't know whether that seat already seel out anot?
If sell out who i will sit with?
Handsome boy? Preety girl? Uncle? Aunty? Kid? Old man? Old lady? Malay?Or Indian?
hahah^^
Wanna know?
Tell tomorrow when i reach singarpore first.
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Monday have to wake up at 4a.m for plane to Taiwan.
Tragic!
My face sure start bad.
T_T~
Today in home quite bored.
Wanted do homework, but lazy.
Wanted tidy up stuff, but lazy.
Anyway today what i wanted to do also feel very lazy.
No spirit.
Doesn't wanna move any.
Even wanted sleep also can not sleep through.
Haiz~
Waiting time coming.
Because our TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
When i meet him don't know whether i will use normal heart to chat with him or still use embarrassed feel to chat with him.
Listening to "XING FU BU MIE 幸福不灭"this song.
Feel very comfortable.
But of cause if can listen with him more nice more comfortable.
The melody and the way he sing is so sensation.
Today i have a free dinner.
He treat me dinner.
Hahah^^
After today i will lose 4 chance to meet with him.
So regrettable.
Maybe i will very very very miss him.
Don't know whether he does anot?
Today suppose feel very happy.
Cause tomorrow i have journey.
But i feel so depressed.
Don't feel wanna go.
Why i have this feel?
Maybe wanna meet him so badly.
Therefore, because of the regrettable chance to see him feel depressed.
Don't care!
ELAINE CHEONG!
CHEER!!!
Don't know tomorrow can sit with hansome boy anot?
Hahah^^
Cause single seat already sold out.
So have to buy double seat.
Don't know whether that seat already seel out anot?
If sell out who i will sit with?
Handsome boy? Preety girl? Uncle? Aunty? Kid? Old man? Old lady? Malay?Or Indian?
hahah^^
Wanna know?
Tell tomorrow when i reach singarpore first.
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Monday have to wake up at 4a.m for plane to Taiwan.
Tragic!
My face sure start bad.
T_T~
2009年5月29日 星期五
ALREADY CHANGE MY MSN.
I already change my msn e-mail.
Cause my previous too childish.
So i chage it.
Heheh^^
Add add add me o^^
elainelaine@hotmail.com
thanks^^
Cause my previous too childish.
So i chage it.
Heheh^^
Add add add me o^^
elainelaine@hotmail.com
thanks^^
WILL MISS YOU.
~HIM!
~SHIN SHIN KU(MY BEST SISTER I EVER HAD)
~MY BBF^^EMA,VIVIAN,ELLIE AND DEANNA
~MY BICHAR^^ IVY,JAYMIE AND ANGEL.
~MY DAUGHTER(MUM CHIN),MY SON(YONG KIT),MY DADDY(LOUIS WONG),MY MUMMY(ANGELINE)
AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU
HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE^^
~SHIN SHIN KU(MY BEST SISTER I EVER HAD)
~MY BBF^^EMA,VIVIAN,ELLIE AND DEANNA
~MY BICHAR^^ IVY,JAYMIE AND ANGEL.
~MY DAUGHTER(MUM CHIN),MY SON(YONG KIT),MY DADDY(LOUIS WONG),MY MUMMY(ANGELINE)
AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU
HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE^^
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
Pass one more day i will going to taiwan.
Hahah^^
Now i am so impatient.
Cause wanna go taiwan so badly.
Today my classmates help me count down for going to to taiwan.-.-"
They will so misssssss...............my hand letter but not me.T_T~
Thats is my school life.
Today i start packing up my stuff.
I only bring 10 cloth and 6 short for my 8 days journey.
Cause we gonna buy alot of things they.
So have to bring as less as possible.
hahah^^
Finish packing then nap 2 hours.
O ya!
Today i want to thank SIMON.
Cause he purposely come to my house and help me take "ZONG ZI(粽子)" to him.
He is really good.
He is my diehard followers.
hahah^^
YO YO YO!!
Anyway simon thanks alot.
You reallly help me alot.
Thanks you ^^
AT LAST WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY.
AND PRAY FOR ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE A HEATHY BODY TO THERE AND ALSO COME BACK.
AMEN^^
IF I GOT H1N1
The first person I SURE will pass to the STUPID OLD MAN!!!
muahahha^^
lol~
CHOI!!! DAI GA LEI XI!!!
Just jkjkjkjk =p
Hahah^^
Now i am so impatient.
Cause wanna go taiwan so badly.
Today my classmates help me count down for going to to taiwan.-.-"
They will so misssssss...............my hand letter but not me.T_T~
Thats is my school life.
Today i start packing up my stuff.
I only bring 10 cloth and 6 short for my 8 days journey.
Cause we gonna buy alot of things they.
So have to bring as less as possible.
hahah^^
Finish packing then nap 2 hours.
O ya!
Today i want to thank SIMON.
Cause he purposely come to my house and help me take "ZONG ZI(粽子)" to him.
He is really good.
He is my diehard followers.
hahah^^
YO YO YO!!
Anyway simon thanks alot.
You reallly help me alot.
Thanks you ^^
AT LAST WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY.
AND PRAY FOR ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE A HEATHY BODY TO THERE AND ALSO COME BACK.
AMEN^^
IF I GOT H1N1
The first person I SURE will pass to the STUPID OLD MAN!!!
muahahha^^
lol~
CHOI!!! DAI GA LEI XI!!!
Just jkjkjkjk =p
PUT DOWN TO GOD AND TIME.MY FEELING NOW IS MORE BETTER AND COMFORTABLE^^
262 days.
Yesterday night.
Is we had the most happy and nice day that chat in message.
Maybe i already not keep thinking about it already.
So use normal heart to chat with him i feel very very happy.
He also feel happy to me^^
Although we can not together.
But we still are friends ya.
I mean the best best best one^^
Put down and not keep thinking about this make me feel really comfortable and happy.
No more exhaustion.
Though i really wish we can get back as fast as possible.
But time haven come yet.
GOD and TIME haven diceied yet.
Maybe they did.
Only that we do not know anything.
Do we have the POSIBILITY?
We do not know.
Therefore.
Rather sit down here and think and think and think and think.
It would be better to do something that i want and i am suppose to do.
And let our problem intrust to GOD.
RIGHT???
We must cheer together!!!
And fight for our future!!!
Cheer!Cheer!Cheer!
Yesterday night.
Is we had the most happy and nice day that chat in message.
Maybe i already not keep thinking about it already.
So use normal heart to chat with him i feel very very happy.
He also feel happy to me^^
Although we can not together.
But we still are friends ya.
I mean the best best best one^^
Put down and not keep thinking about this make me feel really comfortable and happy.
No more exhaustion.
Though i really wish we can get back as fast as possible.
But time haven come yet.
GOD and TIME haven diceied yet.
Maybe they did.
Only that we do not know anything.
Do we have the POSIBILITY?
We do not know.
Therefore.
Rather sit down here and think and think and think and think.
It would be better to do something that i want and i am suppose to do.
And let our problem intrust to GOD.
RIGHT???
We must cheer together!!!
And fight for our future!!!
Cheer!Cheer!Cheer!
2009年5月28日 星期四
JUST LET IT BE.LET TIME+GOD DECIED EVERTHING.
263 days.
Yesterday i think quite long.
Should i continue being like thins?
What can i do?
If i keep continue act like this what can i get?
Conclution.
Just make all the thing let it be.
No matter how i self-will or how sad it will not a good ending.
On the other side it will make him more hate me or maybe have chance also change to no chance.
Maybe now i still need some time.
So let time + GOD decied everything.
I cant not always lay on our memory for everything.
Memory just let it become our sweet and nice relationship.
I cann't stop and return back to my way.
Since this is my chose i must responsible for it.
Moreover i can not self-will to take him back to my side.
No matter what.
I also must continue my way.
In this way, my life only can be happpy+colourful+fulfil
Some more, this year is my important year.
If i still not put hardwork on it.
I think my colege life will be very suffering.
Therefore i must fight for my future!
Will not think much already.
But countdown i will be contuinue until the end of the days.
Only a simple waiting him.
Will not think too much already.
Much of it just past it to god + time to decied.
Today i wake up.
He send me a message almost same like what my thinking
That is:~
"We both don't know what will happen in future.
Now i can't accept you.
But don't know maybe future we will together again.
All we can do now is just let it be.
Just let time decied everything.
Now we must focus in what we need to do in study,future and working.
We are adult already.
No matter what happen.
We still need to continue look forward and ga yao together.
I'm sure we will know what was the best for us in future.
Elaine believe me."
***SO WE MUST GA YAO TOGETHER!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! JUST LET IT BE!!!***
Yesterday i think quite long.
Should i continue being like thins?
What can i do?
If i keep continue act like this what can i get?
Conclution.
Just make all the thing let it be.
No matter how i self-will or how sad it will not a good ending.
On the other side it will make him more hate me or maybe have chance also change to no chance.
Maybe now i still need some time.
So let time + GOD decied everything.
I cant not always lay on our memory for everything.
Memory just let it become our sweet and nice relationship.
I cann't stop and return back to my way.
Since this is my chose i must responsible for it.
Moreover i can not self-will to take him back to my side.
No matter what.
I also must continue my way.
In this way, my life only can be happpy+colourful+fulfil
Some more, this year is my important year.
If i still not put hardwork on it.
I think my colege life will be very suffering.
Therefore i must fight for my future!
Will not think much already.
But countdown i will be contuinue until the end of the days.
Only a simple waiting him.
Will not think too much already.
Much of it just past it to god + time to decied.
Today i wake up.
He send me a message almost same like what my thinking
That is:~
"We both don't know what will happen in future.
Now i can't accept you.
But don't know maybe future we will together again.
All we can do now is just let it be.
Just let time decied everything.
Now we must focus in what we need to do in study,future and working.
We are adult already.
No matter what happen.
We still need to continue look forward and ga yao together.
I'm sure we will know what was the best for us in future.
Elaine believe me."
***SO WE MUST GA YAO TOGETHER!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! JUST LET IT BE!!!***
2009年5月27日 星期三
WHAT CAN I DO???!!!
264days.
I feel the whole shoot to wait you is only my self-assertion.
Already know that you will not back to me.
But still always imagine that "ONE DAY YOU SURE WILL BACK TO ME"!!!
But how?
Who can told me what can i do?
He told me he already no more feel to me.
But i still want to wait and continue pray.
And keep think "ELAINE CHEONG CAN NOT GIIVE UP! IF GOT ONE DAY HE COME BACK TO YOU HOW?"
I feel very very very un happy,
Now i keep hurting the friends who worry me and support me
Friends really sorry~
I also do not want to be like this.
They give me many suggestion.
But i also have mind.
Maybe he is (testing my tolerance)or (testing how much i love him) or (play me) or (don dare to tell me scare me get hurt)
Maybe he is annoying something+pain
Nobody will know.
Only he himself and god will know.
Say serious me and him together that time do not sit and talk about our aspiration.
We can not meet too much.
One week only twice
I also know he cry for me and without telling me.
He make me laugh more i than i do.
He pay out more than me.
What he do to me is more more more than whatever i have done to him.
On the other hand he want me to do i cant do it perfectly.
Am i a useless girlfriend?
He wants maybe i can not give or do to him.
But whatever i want he sure will do it and if he can not he also will try hard and hard to satisfy what i need
Maybe he tooo fond me make me more further intensified.
And make him tired.
He never querimony anything.
He also does not want require much thing
He just want me to love him more.
Thats all!
But what did i did?
Is just a bullshit!!!
Now back to me already.
I am regret.
Regret regret regret and regret.
I want him back to me also and already can not!
What can i do to ask him back?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do so that he can back to me?
I can not just wait god to prepare and just sit there do nothing!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO?
WHO?
YOU? OR YOU? OR YOU?
WHO?!!!
I feel the whole shoot to wait you is only my self-assertion.
Already know that you will not back to me.
But still always imagine that "ONE DAY YOU SURE WILL BACK TO ME"!!!
But how?
Who can told me what can i do?
He told me he already no more feel to me.
But i still want to wait and continue pray.
And keep think "ELAINE CHEONG CAN NOT GIIVE UP! IF GOT ONE DAY HE COME BACK TO YOU HOW?"
I feel very very very un happy,
Now i keep hurting the friends who worry me and support me
Friends really sorry~
I also do not want to be like this.
They give me many suggestion.
But i also have mind.
Maybe he is (testing my tolerance)
Maybe he is annoying something+pain
Nobody will know.
Only he himself and god will know.
Say serious me and him together that time do not sit and talk about our aspiration.
We can not meet too much.
One week only twice
I also know he cry for me and without telling me.
He make me laugh more i than i do.
He pay out more than me.
What he do to me is more more more than whatever i have done to him.
On the other hand he want me to do i cant do it perfectly.
Am i a useless girlfriend?
He wants maybe i can not give or do to him.
But whatever i want he sure will do it and if he can not he also will try hard and hard to satisfy what i need
Maybe he tooo fond me make me more further intensified.
And make him tired.
He never querimony anything.
He also does not want require much thing
He just want me to love him more.
Thats all!
But what did i did?
Is just a bullshit!!!
Now back to me already.
I am regret.
Regret regret regret and regret.
I want him back to me also and already can not!
What can i do to ask him back?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do so that he can back to me?
I can not just wait god to prepare and just sit there do nothing!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO?
WHO?
YOU? OR YOU? OR YOU?
WHO?!!!
2009年5月26日 星期二
HOPE AND WISH
265days～
Remember last year.
Me and you went to SUNWAY to join your college party.
That time i am so erm erm erm...hehehh^^
Cause that party i am the only one who wore formal dress-.-"
Others included him also wore normal...
Me so funny^^
Now think back really very stupid.
But nevermind. Can together with him whatever also worth+felicity+happy.
We played the pool let the guard cought us.
Somemore yek yek yek us!
Hateful guard!
Beat you until die!!!
LOL~
HITZ FM member at they.
Played game and gave gift with us.
I just sit a side and looked him play.
Cause not really know too much of english song and their broadcast.
After few minute he comeback and cry to said i lost already and get one toothpaste.
LOL~
I sayang him back and said next time must play with kid more. Toothpaste give your grandma.
He say don't want. Only want gave me. Cause my teeth not clean.
HOR!!!! HIM!!! ER!!!
Then we put thing on car.
and walked around with him.
When we decieded to went inside only realize the door lock already.
We go find the guard everyway and ask him open door for us.
Happy day really fast to past
Really wish i can always happy with him and together.
Really hope he can come back to my side.
continue our memory and forget all de unhappy thing.
I swear i can do better than last time.
NOW my graduation night almost come.
I invited him attend.
He said 'maybe not coming'
But he will think and think.
I really wish he can attend my last year school graduation night.
Only for a while also very happy.
Can you come?
I really wish you can come.
Can???
Remember last year.
Me and you went to SUNWAY to join your college party.
That time i am so erm erm erm...hehehh^^
Cause that party i am the only one who wore formal dress-.-"
Others included him also wore normal...
Me so funny^^
Now think back really very stupid.
But nevermind. Can together with him whatever also worth+felicity+happy.
We played the pool let the guard cought us.
Somemore yek yek yek us!
Hateful guard!
Beat you until die!!!
LOL~
HITZ FM member at they.
Played game and gave gift with us.
I just sit a side and looked him play.
Cause not really know too much of english song and their broadcast.
After few minute he comeback and cry to said i lost already and get one toothpaste.
LOL~
I sayang him back and said next time must play with kid more. Toothpaste give your grandma.
He say don't want. Only want gave me. Cause my teeth not clean.
HOR!!!! HIM!!! ER!!!
Then we put thing on car.
and walked around with him.
When we decieded to went inside only realize the door lock already.
We go find the guard everyway and ask him open door for us.
Happy day really fast to past
Really wish i can always happy with him and together.
Really hope he can come back to my side.
continue our memory and forget all de unhappy thing.
I swear i can do better than last time.
NOW my graduation night almost come.
I invited him attend.
He said 'maybe not coming'
But he will think and think.
I really wish he can attend my last year school graduation night.
Only for a while also very happy.
Can you come?
I really wish you can come.
Can???
2009年5月25日 星期一
~REGRET~
Still have 266 days to wait him.
Is difficulty get throgh one day.
The more day i wait him the more i miss him.
I know this is my temporarily feel to chose what i have now.
When i am not being with you made me realize that my world without you was incomplete.
I very sorry~cause made you pain. But already could not return whatever i have done. I only can do is with a sincere apologize . Really very sorry.
But now please know that i also hurting,sad and pain too.
Whenever i saw you in church be at a loss of more love you+more miss you.
Saw you i really wanna hug you and do not want let you go. In front of you really want say loudly ask you can i have a chance? i want to shout to see and sky that i really love you really miss you can i have a chance? Just one? Can i?
I know you want treat me like other friend. But did you know? i also wanted like before we are friend to play,chat and crazy with you. I couldn't do it!!! I scare i can not control myself. So i chose to be silence. Lonely. Quiet+peaceful to wait you back+keep praying.
I really very regret. Regret not love you enough. Regret when you ask me for other chance and i not give you. Regret lost you. Regret never do whatever i have told or write in black and white
The black paper is really wirte though my heart. I really thanks god to have a boyfriend like you thanks god you are my other part.
you are the first boyfriend celebrate birthday with me. I also is your first girlfriend to celebrate birthday with you.
The present have 99 STAR AND 99 PAPER CRANE is represent hope our relation can last till forever.
Remember your birthday was celebrate at IPOH SUNWAY the italia resturan.
After the birthday you write in your blog that you want merry me. And said i am your other part. Will nott be wrong.
I am very happy that you say want marry with me.
you always do not like to remember this memory caue at last is the part you are hurting sooooooo hard.
Therefore you very scare.
Sorry make you scare.
I really regret. Really really regret.
Is that really can not return back to you???
Wait you more and more hard.
Wait you more and more tired.
But when i have this feel come to me. I will always remind me that i hurt you more than you hurt me.
So i can not and can not ever think to give up on you!
In spite of what will happen when you back to me.
***!!!!BUT I CAN TELL YOU I WILL MORE LOVE YOU+MORE APPRICIATE YOU+MORE SAYANG YOU+WILL CELEBRATE ANY FESTIVAL!!!!!***
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