What am i doing?
我到底在想什么哪？
Maybe i think too much.
可能是制作多情吧。
Today my stomach very very pain.
今天我肚子超痛的。
Pain until want to die.
痛得快死掉了～
I bear the pain.
我忍痛。
After i finish teaching dance.
教完舞蹈。
Me and my best sister back to my house for finishing the dance step.
我和姐妹到我家学完那一个舞蹈。
But she just stay here for a moment then have to go back because her dad and mum finish hiking.
可是很快的我姐妹的爸妈爬完山就载她回家了～
When i wanna back to my computer sit accidentaly bang to corner table and the bang is with my pain stomach!
当我要回到电脑前不小心撞到桌子的棱角还是撞到快痛得死掉的肚子呢！
I can not bear it anymore.
我不得再忍了～
I cry out.
我哭了～
Stupid right?
好蠢对吧？
I feel it too.
我也觉得。
Sms to him bacause want him some warm and sweet care.
传简讯给他因为好想要他的关心。
But....
可是...
Haiyo~
嗨哟～
Don think already.
别想了。
ELAINE CHEONG YI LING have to get back to your SPM TRIAL estate.
张瑜凌要赶快进入SPM试考状态！
CHEER! CHEER! CHEER!
加油！加油！加油！
Tomorrow will be fine!
明天会更美好！
Hehhehe^^
嘻嘻嘻^^
2009年8月9日 星期日
2009年8月7日 星期五
SMACK OF WAITING REALLY NOT GOOD. 等待的滋味真的不好受
I had study an article before.
我念过一篇文章。
Just say about this topic.
刚好说到这。
Life have many times is live through a word "WAITING"
人生有许多时光是在等中度过的。
Have thousand hundred kind of waiting.
有千百种等。
Have thousand hundred kind of smack.
有千百种滋味。
Smack of wait is a long story.
等的滋味最是一言难尽。
But I don't like the ehole shoot of wait.
不过我不喜欢一切的等待。
Whether is wait of good things, bad things, good of bad thing that haven even happen yet, among not good nor not bad, always have no other way.
无论所等的是好事, 坏事, 好坏未卜之事, 不好不坏之事, 就总是无可奈何的。
When waiting, a poise heart,this smack really not good.
等的时候, 一颗心悬着,这滋味真的不好受丫。
Even if waiting a eudaemonia.
就算等的是幸福。
Flighty look, Flighty sigh, in heart is considere for no reason.
忽而倚门翘望, 忽而卧床哀叹, 心中无端猜度佳人来也不来。
Awhile complain, awhile forgive, this situation look so bloodiness
一会儿怨, 一会儿谅, 那副神不守舍的模样委实惨不忍睹。
Have those expect make people excitement, faineant again make people fastidium, when it mix up the feel of ecitement and fastidium will become a frame of mind.
有所期待使人兴奋, 无所事事又使人无聊, 等便是混合了兴奋和无聊的一种心境。
Along with the time of extend waiting, ecitement will turn into tired, fastidium frame of mind will be lock-in a predominance.
随着等的时间延长, 兴奋转成疲劳,无聊的心境就会占据优势。
No matter waiting a good or bad things, all we wait the ending is clear.
无论等好事还是等坏事,所等的那个结果是明确的。
Actually angst is follow by one another oppose of emotion to form.
焦虑实际上是由彼此对立的情绪纠结而成。
Thereinto have a good result of hope as well as a bad result of apprehension.
其中既有对好结果的盼望,又有对坏结果的忧惧。
A heart of not just hang in mind air,and that will be agitated.
一颗心不仅悬在半空,而且七上八下。
Suffer in hard jounce.
大受颠簸之苦。
In despite of wait need how long or how much endurance, in life still have many things that is worthiness to wait through.
不管等多么需要耐心, 人生中还是有许多值得等的事情的。
Seem waiting your true love, waiting your friends that long time never meet, waiting your born out baby.
象是等情人, 等载着久别好友, 等第一个孩子出生, 等孩子。
If no do not have a word of "WAIT" where still have life?
如果没有等, 哪里还有人生?
See the sun have to wait something, even is wait much.
活着总得等待什么,哪伯是等待戈多。
Actually in our lifetime will have to wait something that oneself also do not know what is that.
事实上, 我们一生都在等待自己也不知道得什么。
Life is just like live in a waiting to open out and obtain a reason.
生活就在这等待中展开并且获得了理由。
Smack of wait unavoidable fastidium.
等的滋味不免无聊。
However, do not have any wait of life more fastidium.
然而, 一无所等的生活更加无聊。
Who do not have any wait is impossible.
一无所等是不可能的。
Even though when in a feel of do not wait any, we are still waiting, the person who wait those advent the time of days.
即使在一无所等的时候, 我们还是在等, 等那个有所等的时刻到来。
我念过一篇文章。
Just say about this topic.
刚好说到这。
Life have many times is live through a word "WAITING"
人生有许多时光是在等中度过的。
Have thousand hundred kind of waiting.
有千百种等。
Have thousand hundred kind of smack.
有千百种滋味。
Smack of wait is a long story.
等的滋味最是一言难尽。
But I don't like the ehole shoot of wait.
不过我不喜欢一切的等待。
Whether is wait of good things, bad things, good of bad thing that haven even happen yet, among not good nor not bad, always have no other way.
无论所等的是好事, 坏事, 好坏未卜之事, 不好不坏之事, 就总是无可奈何的。
When waiting, a poise heart,this smack really not good.
等的时候, 一颗心悬着,这滋味真的不好受丫。
Even if waiting a eudaemonia.
就算等的是幸福。
Flighty look, Flighty sigh, in heart is considere for no reason.
忽而倚门翘望, 忽而卧床哀叹, 心中无端猜度佳人来也不来。
Awhile complain, awhile forgive, this situation look so bloodiness
一会儿怨, 一会儿谅, 那副神不守舍的模样委实惨不忍睹。
Have those expect make people excitement, faineant again make people fastidium, when it mix up the feel of ecitement and fastidium will become a frame of mind.
有所期待使人兴奋, 无所事事又使人无聊, 等便是混合了兴奋和无聊的一种心境。
Along with the time of extend waiting, ecitement will turn into tired, fastidium frame of mind will be lock-in a predominance.
随着等的时间延长, 兴奋转成疲劳,无聊的心境就会占据优势。
No matter waiting a good or bad things, all we wait the ending is clear.
无论等好事还是等坏事,所等的那个结果是明确的。
Actually angst is follow by one another oppose of emotion to form.
焦虑实际上是由彼此对立的情绪纠结而成。
Thereinto have a good result of hope as well as a bad result of apprehension.
其中既有对好结果的盼望,又有对坏结果的忧惧。
A heart of not just hang in mind air,and that will be agitated.
一颗心不仅悬在半空,而且七上八下。
Suffer in hard jounce.
大受颠簸之苦。
In despite of wait need how long or how much endurance, in life still have many things that is worthiness to wait through.
不管等多么需要耐心, 人生中还是有许多值得等的事情的。
Seem waiting your true love, waiting your friends that long time never meet, waiting your born out baby.
象是等情人, 等载着久别好友, 等第一个孩子出生, 等孩子。
If no do not have a word of "WAIT" where still have life?
如果没有等, 哪里还有人生?
See the sun have to wait something, even is wait much.
活着总得等待什么,哪伯是等待戈多。
Actually in our lifetime will have to wait something that oneself also do not know what is that.
事实上, 我们一生都在等待自己也不知道得什么。
Life is just like live in a waiting to open out and obtain a reason.
生活就在这等待中展开并且获得了理由。
Smack of wait unavoidable fastidium.
等的滋味不免无聊。
However, do not have any wait of life more fastidium.
然而, 一无所等的生活更加无聊。
Who do not have any wait is impossible.
一无所等是不可能的。
Even though when in a feel of do not wait any, we are still waiting, the person who wait those advent the time of days.
即使在一无所等的时候, 我们还是在等, 等那个有所等的时刻到来。
2009年8月5日 星期三
I HATE THIS FEEL!!! 我讨厌这感觉。
A feel i hate appere again.
一种我不喜欢的感觉又出现了。
A feel that i also don know how is it. Ache and downhearted feel.
一种不晓得什么感觉酸酸的,闷闷的感觉。
But can not express it out.
可是又表达不出。
Have any method to settle this emotion?
要怎么解决这种情绪哪？
Hope he will not hurt me again.
希望不要再伤害了。
I really no spirit to get hurt any more.
我真的没有勇气在伤害过了。
If i hurt once again i will very hard to stand up and back to normal.
如果在伤害多一次我真的好难再站起来了。
一种我不喜欢的感觉又出现了。
A feel that i also don know how is it. Ache and downhearted feel.
一种不晓得什么感觉酸酸的,闷闷的感觉。
But can not express it out.
可是又表达不出。
Have any method to settle this emotion?
要怎么解决这种情绪哪？
Hope he will not hurt me again.
希望不要再伤害了。
I really no spirit to get hurt any more.
我真的没有勇气在伤害过了。
If i hurt once again i will very hard to stand up and back to normal.
如果在伤害多一次我真的好难再站起来了。
2009年8月4日 星期二
WHAT IS A FEEL OF LOVE? 爱是什么感觉哪？
A= a person that i am not sure about sensation of "HIM" B= a person that hurt me of "Him"
A=不确定感情的"他" B= 被伤害过的"他"
I think i already like one person.
我好想喜欢了一个人。
But i am not so sure is that a feel of "LIKE"?
可是又不确定那是不是"喜欢"?
Because my hurt from B had not recovery yet.
因为爱情伤还没痊愈。
So not dare to set foot on love line.
所以不敢在踏入另一个感情线上。
Scare will be a mistake when we start.
怕是错误的开始。
Or maybe i only interest on B
或只是对他感兴趣。
If really in love.
如果是真的喜欢。
Maybe not dare to get deep.
也不敢去。
Scare hurt.
怕伤害。
I am SCARE! SCARE! SCARE!
我 怕！怕！怕！
I got ask A about this.
我有问过A.
A also not sure.
A也说不确定。
Maybe also like.
应该也是喜欢吧～
Because before we get hurt by love so deeply.
因为我们之前都被爱伤害得好深。
Therefore we both not soooo sure.
所以我们也不确定。
A want to do well in his study,friends and dance.
A 想搞好学业,朋友,舞蹈。
And i want to do well in study,friends and church things.
我就想搞好学业，朋友，教堂的点滴。
A say now is not a right time to get together.
A说不是好时刻在一起。
So we use this time to get to know each other well.
所以我们只好吧这段时间更认识彼此。
Only think it.
在做打算。
Don't think too much first.
不要想太多先。
We do the best of know each other well.
我们尽量的去了解彼此。
I agree it.
我同意。
But i still wanna know what is love?
但我还是想晓得什么是爱？
Love is what feel?
爱是什么感觉了哪？
I like already don't know express my love anymore.
我好像已经表达不到我的爱意。
And also don't know how to express already.
也不懂怎么去表达了。
Love really make us confuse.
爱情真的挺头痛的。
More confuse than "BM"
还难搞过无哩嘛差的国文耶～
Haiz~
真是的！
HOW????!!!!!
怎么办丫???!!!
A=不确定感情的"他" B= 被伤害过的"他"
I think i already like one person.
我好想喜欢了一个人。
But i am not so sure is that a feel of "LIKE"?
可是又不确定那是不是"喜欢"?
Because my hurt from B had not recovery yet.
因为爱情伤还没痊愈。
So not dare to set foot on love line.
所以不敢在踏入另一个感情线上。
Scare will be a mistake when we start.
怕是错误的开始。
Or maybe i only interest on B
或只是对他感兴趣。
If really in love.
如果是真的喜欢。
Maybe not dare to get deep.
也不敢去。
Scare hurt.
怕伤害。
I am SCARE! SCARE! SCARE!
我 怕！怕！怕！
I got ask A about this.
我有问过A.
A also not sure.
A也说不确定。
Maybe also like.
应该也是喜欢吧～
Because before we get hurt by love so deeply.
因为我们之前都被爱伤害得好深。
Therefore we both not soooo sure.
所以我们也不确定。
A want to do well in his study,friends and dance.
A 想搞好学业,朋友,舞蹈。
And i want to do well in study,friends and church things.
我就想搞好学业，朋友，教堂的点滴。
A say now is not a right time to get together.
A说不是好时刻在一起。
So we use this time to get to know each other well.
所以我们只好吧这段时间更认识彼此。
Only think it.
在做打算。
Don't think too much first.
不要想太多先。
We do the best of know each other well.
我们尽量的去了解彼此。
I agree it.
我同意。
But i still wanna know what is love?
但我还是想晓得什么是爱？
Love is what feel?
爱是什么感觉了哪？
I like already don't know express my love anymore.
我好像已经表达不到我的爱意。
And also don't know how to express already.
也不懂怎么去表达了。
Love really make us confuse.
爱情真的挺头痛的。
More confuse than "BM"
还难搞过无哩嘛差的国文耶～
Haiz~
真是的！
HOW????!!!!!
怎么办丫???!!!
2009年7月29日 星期三
NORMAL DAY
This week have no tuition because this week is fifth week so rest.
Tomorrow only have science tuition.
WAKA!
Today sun had not raise up my schoolmate already send me message.
Lucky I have a habbit that before i sleep must switch off the phone (if do not have special thing happen) if not I will not have a good sleep!!!!
He is ask about when is the second math extra class
Aiyo~
See! Ask you all concentrate in class when teacher said something.
Not paying attention of schoolmate!
This what call school-life.
Hahahah^^
Today had two student never attend extra class.
RESON: Had something to do so not free to come.
LOL~
I think 99.9% lazy or can not wake.
Hahahh^^
Just "JOKING"!!!
Today does not have any special thing happen.
Just after extra school class then stay at house play facebook "RESTAURANT CITY" watch Taiwan drama "LAN QIU HUO <篮球火>"chat with friends in msn and did some revision.
Tell you something.
Today my appetite special good.
Today i eat alot!
Hahahh^^
Today i sure very very very ***FAT***!!!
T_T~
OKIE.
Have to study now.
Elaine Cheong GA YAO!!!
All of my friends CHEER!!!
CHEER every every every ONE!!!
CHEER CHEER CHEER!!!!!!!!!
GA YAO GA YAO GA YAO!!!!
Tomorrow only have science tuition.
WAKA!
Today sun had not raise up my schoolmate already send me message.
Lucky I have a habbit that before i sleep must switch off the phone (if do not have special thing happen) if not I will not have a good sleep!!!!
He is ask about when is the second math extra class
Aiyo~
See! Ask you all concentrate in class when teacher said something.
Not paying attention of schoolmate!
This what call school-life.
Hahahah^^
Today had two student never attend extra class.
RESON: Had something to do so not free to come.
LOL~
I think 99.9% lazy or can not wake.
Hahahh^^
Just "JOKING"!!!
Today does not have any special thing happen.
Just after extra school class then stay at house play facebook "RESTAURANT CITY" watch Taiwan drama "LAN QIU HUO <篮球火>"chat with friends in msn and did some revision.
Tell you something.
Today my appetite special good.
Today i eat alot!
Hahahh^^
Today i sure very very very ***FAT***!!!
T_T~
OKIE.
Have to study now.
Elaine Cheong GA YAO!!!
All of my friends CHEER!!!
CHEER every every every ONE!!!
CHEER CHEER CHEER!!!!!!!!!
GA YAO GA YAO GA YAO!!!!
2009年7月28日 星期二
ELAINE CHEONG ALREADY STAND UP!!!!
Really long time never come up here and write.
Cause i'm scare i will be cry once again.
But now i will not cry for this regret happen anymore.
I slowly slowly little by little forget him.
Although once in while i still will toss and turn the present that he gave me or the paper he wrote to me and think back our memory.
But then when i do all this I did not weep anymore.
I already did a very big step for it.
No more hurt and sad.
No more painful.
Compare last time more cheerfulness.
Maybe for this happen i'm already numbly.
So even how many time i saw or think already unmeaning.
Now i enjoy my single life.
Now is my summer holiday.
Although now having holiday have a bit not use to it that without him.
However i have to clear-headed and have to use to it that my life already without him anymore.
Reinvent back to my origin.
Who ever still saw my blog.
I want to say sorry for not updating my blog.
Now you all no need worry anymore^^
I already set a foot on what i am suppose to do.
And back to a place that i always laugh and back to a gang of friends who always support me and worry me.
In this realationship although is my fault.
And already regret and change it.
What i can do or help you i already try my best to do and help you already.
Attacca will lay on to god.
Let god decide and plan it.
ELAINE CHEONG YI LING ALREADY BACK!!!
MUST WELCOME ME BACK O!!!
HHAHAHAH^^
I always ask myself :~
"Who is my true love?
When he will be appear?
How is he?
He will be what kind of boy?
Make me very curious.
But how i curious am i, i also must wait for the time.
Who also will never know.
Only god will know.
God will decide and plan everthing..
Maybe is him again.
Maybe is someone else.
Hehheheh^^
Whatever is.
The best thing is lay everything to god and believe him."
He already long time never back to church gathering.
Hope he will be back to this big family as fast as posssible.
We will always welcome you and never leave you.
Must believe in god and always pray.
At last wish you happy and healthy o~!!!^^
Cause i'm scare i will be cry once again.
But now i will not cry for this regret happen anymore.
I slowly slowly little by little forget him.
Although once in while i still will toss and turn the present that he gave me or the paper he wrote to me and think back our memory.
But then when i do all this I did not weep anymore.
I already did a very big step for it.
No more hurt and sad.
No more painful.
Compare last time more cheerfulness.
Maybe for this happen i'm already numbly.
So even how many time i saw or think already unmeaning.
Now i enjoy my single life.
Now is my summer holiday.
Although now having holiday have a bit not use to it that without him.
However i have to clear-headed and have to use to it that my life already without him anymore.
Reinvent back to my origin.
Who ever still saw my blog.
I want to say sorry for not updating my blog.
Now you all no need worry anymore^^
I already set a foot on what i am suppose to do.
And back to a place that i always laugh and back to a gang of friends who always support me and worry me.
In this realationship although is my fault.
And already regret and change it.
What i can do or help you i already try my best to do and help you already.
Attacca will lay on to god.
Let god decide and plan it.
ELAINE CHEONG YI LING ALREADY BACK!!!
MUST WELCOME ME BACK O!!!
HHAHAHAH^^
I always ask myself :~
"Who is my true love?
When he will be appear?
How is he?
He will be what kind of boy?
Make me very curious.
But how i curious am i, i also must wait for the time.
Who also will never know.
Only god will know.
God will decide and plan everthing..
Maybe is him again.
Maybe is someone else.
Hehheheh^^
Whatever is.
The best thing is lay everything to god and believe him."
He already long time never back to church gathering.
Hope he will be back to this big family as fast as posssible.
We will always welcome you and never leave you.
Must believe in god and always pray.
At last wish you happy and healthy o~!!!^^
2009年6月18日 星期四
SORRY~ I REJECT SOMEONE AGAIN.FEEL I AM BAD.
How?
I feel i am more and more bad.
Reject him and him and him and him.
Until now i already reject more than 3 person already.
Before they dangle or say about boyfriend.
Sure will let them know that:~
"I'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
If they still ask me i will say:~
"You know i'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
So i will not accept anyone until the waiting dateline is over.
For the moment my heart only have him.
No matter how hard to over come every single days or over come problems for the sake of him i must CHEER UP!!!"
Now i just want t say really very sorry to you you you you you you you and you.
Really really really sorry and apologize.
Hope understand.
I know reject and becoming so mean.
Some days or lastly will get back to me again.
But then ...hope understand me.
Now i am getting more and more less friends especially boy.
Even girl also the same.
Now in classroom become more lonlely.
Before i am a happy girl,easy make many friends,like to talk alot.
But now i do not know why i am so hard to get new friends.
Even i get a new friends i also do not know what i want to talk to them or let them chat with me not so boring.
Old friends also start less topic to talk already.
Haiz~
Regret,do wrong,not mature,wrong feel will revenge back to oneself.
I am part of it.
So do not do sencond version of me.
You just will hate oneself and feel the person you wait like normal feeling.
ELAINE CHEONG CHEER! CHEER! CHEER!
I feel i am more and more bad.
Reject him and him and him and him.
Until now i already reject more than 3 person already.
Before they dangle or say about boyfriend.
Sure will let them know that:~
"I'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
If they still ask me i will say:~
"You know i'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
So i will not accept anyone until the waiting dateline is over.
For the moment my heart only have him.
No matter how hard to over come every single days or over come problems for the sake of him i must CHEER UP!!!"
Now i just want t say really very sorry to you you you you you you you and you.
Really really really sorry and apologize.
Hope understand.
I know reject and becoming so mean.
Some days or lastly will get back to me again.
But then ...hope understand me.
Now i am getting more and more less friends especially boy.
Even girl also the same.
Now in classroom become more lonlely.
Before i am a happy girl,easy make many friends,like to talk alot.
But now i do not know why i am so hard to get new friends.
Even i get a new friends i also do not know what i want to talk to them or let them chat with me not so boring.
Old friends also start less topic to talk already.
Haiz~
Regret,do wrong,not mature,wrong feel will revenge back to oneself.
I am part of it.
So do not do sencond version of me.
You just will hate oneself and feel the person you wait like normal feeling.
ELAINE CHEONG CHEER! CHEER! CHEER!
2009年6月17日 星期三
HOW CAN?
Are you click wrong?
Or
You are purposely click wrong???
If not how can you wrong???
The happier birthday that i celebrate with you and a group of friend?!!!
Even middle that had some fight and argue with my ex bf.
But then that 17 birthday is my most happire birthday.
Cause is my first time celebrate with my belover...
How can you forget!!!!
WHY you be like that???
I always keep your 19 birthday url blog.
Everytime i see it i also cry.
Cause is so touch.
I already regret your love why should you still want forget our things?
Was our memory really make you so hate and sad?
You don't want to remaind our memory i also no remaind any in front of you.
But why???
I know we are just friends and you can choose forget or do anything on our memory also non of my business.
Maybe you think that is a small problem.
But what if you stand my side to think?
Everytime i do anything to you i stand your side to think or if i really want to do i will say sorry first only do.
You let me know what should i do?
You really want me hurt until give up the idea of waiting you?
I am do my best and try hard to across every single days.
I really don know what should i can do for you anymore.
You know what is the meaning of tired?
Cause i love you and regret everything that i do to you.
So i do not have qualification to saying stop or shout out i am just a girl.
ElAINE CHEONG JUST A SMALL GIRL!!!
I purposely make all the question that i tell you before but the result you told me is you only know me 53%.
I know you is 80%
Maybe you forget.
or
For you is doesn't matter.
But for me it has matter!
I know you already have IMPORTANT PERSON.
But please just keep our memory and everything that i told you okie???
Even you do not want back to me also nevermind.
This is my last wish.
But others you can score so high!
Why???!!!!
If FEB 15 2010 you still don't want or not yet know your answer.
I will give up!
I promise you!
I know you say too friendly is not good.
So i change and not to do all this.
Or
You are purposely click wrong???
If not how can you wrong???
The happier birthday that i celebrate with you and a group of friend?!!!
Even middle that had some fight and argue with my ex bf.
But then that 17 birthday is my most happire birthday.
Cause is my first time celebrate with my belover...
How can you forget!!!!
WHY you be like that???
I always keep your 19 birthday url blog.
Everytime i see it i also cry.
Cause is so touch.
I already regret your love why should you still want forget our things?
Was our memory really make you so hate and sad?
You don't want to remaind our memory i also no remaind any in front of you.
But why???
I know we are just friends and you can choose forget or do anything on our memory also non of my business.
Maybe you think that is a small problem.
But what if you stand my side to think?
Everytime i do anything to you i stand your side to think or if i really want to do i will say sorry first only do.
You let me know what should i do?
You really want me hurt until give up the idea of waiting you?
I am do my best and try hard to across every single days.
I really don know what should i can do for you anymore.
You know what is the meaning of tired?
Cause i love you and regret everything that i do to you.
So i do not have qualification to saying stop or shout out i am just a girl.
ElAINE CHEONG JUST A SMALL GIRL!!!
I purposely make all the question that i tell you before but the result you told me is you only know me 53%.
I know you is 80%
Maybe you forget.
or
For you is doesn't matter.
But for me it has matter!
I know you already have IMPORTANT PERSON.
But please just keep our memory and everything that i told you okie???
Even you do not want back to me also nevermind.
This is my last wish.
But others you can score so high!
Why???!!!!
If FEB 15 2010 you still don't want or not yet know your answer.
I will give up!
I promise you!
I know you say too friendly is not good.
So i change and not to do all this.
2009年6月15日 星期一
I WILL NOT DO.
My pain can not bring to so many people.
I will not show it on my face.
Thanks all my friends who were worry me.
I will not show and put so hard.
And i can not make him hard to do.
I see him really try to chat with me.
But i just ran away.
So i can not make him hard to do again.
GA YAO ELAINE CHEONG^^
THANKS:~
SHIN SHIN KU
SIMON
IVY
EMA
DEANNA
VIVIAN
C.Y
KAZE
FS FRIENDS
AND SOOOOO ON...
Really thanks^^
I will not do once again.
Soemthing make him feel hard to do.
I will not show it on my face.
Thanks all my friends who were worry me.
I will not show and put so hard.
And i can not make him hard to do.
I see him really try to chat with me.
But i just ran away.
So i can not make him hard to do again.
GA YAO ELAINE CHEONG^^
THANKS:~
SHIN SHIN KU
SIMON
IVY
EMA
DEANNA
VIVIAN
C.Y
KAZE
FS FRIENDS
AND SOOOOO ON...
Really thanks^^
I will not do once again.
Soemthing make him feel hard to do.
ONCE AGAIN.I CANNOT SLEEP WELL FOR 3 DAYS.
Annonymous666 what you say are right.
Thanks for your advise.
But do you know?
Say is much more easy than do.
I also have try.
But i failed.
I can not stand in a place that without him.
If weeksend i can not see him i will dull whole day.
Do you know that?
I can not 100% concentrate in my work and exam.
Even 60% also don't have.
I feel i more and more lazy.
I know is not worth it.
But i can not stop it.
Just can not stop!!!!!!!!!!
Shin Shin ku is not easy.
Long time?
Only few week i already feel really really sad.
Shin shin ku.
Can i hug you?
But i will not cry promise okie?
Cause you say i cry not nice ya.
Hehehh^^
Shin shin ku can i wait him till Feb?
Cause i really want him back so badly.
Can i???
I will be strong!!!
I must be strong!!!
I really must be strong!!!
Until the end.
No matter what anwers he gave on that day.
I will be fine.
OK???
I can not sleep well again?
Why?
Why you can make me so crazy on you?
You let me know why.
I never right to a boy so crazy before.
Even my first also no!
How can you do it?
Tell me ya!!!
When only can stop this?
Thanks for your advise.
But do you know?
Say is much more easy than do.
I also have try.
But i failed.
I can not stand in a place that without him.
If weeksend i can not see him i will dull whole day.
Do you know that?
I can not 100% concentrate in my work and exam.
Even 60% also don't have.
I feel i more and more lazy.
I know is not worth it.
But i can not stop it.
Just can not stop!!!!!!!!!!
Shin Shin ku is not easy.
Long time?
Only few week i already feel really really sad.
Shin shin ku.
Can i hug you?
But i will not cry promise okie?
Cause you say i cry not nice ya.
Hehehh^^
Shin shin ku can i wait him till Feb?
Cause i really want him back so badly.
Can i???
I will be strong!!!
I must be strong!!!
I really must be strong!!!
Until the end.
No matter what anwers he gave on that day.
I will be fine.
OK???
I can not sleep well again?
Why?
Why you can make me so crazy on you?
You let me know why.
I never right to a boy so crazy before.
Even my first also no!
How can you do it?
Tell me ya!!!
When only can stop this?
2009年6月14日 星期日
HAPPY OR NOT HAPPY?
Saturday that day he not happy.
Cause his important person break an appointment.
So he very unhappy and angry.
I really bad.
Very very bad.
Alaways unclear the situation then do.
When only i can change?
When i only think for others only do what ever i wish to do?
When i only can learn???!!!
Sorry~
Really sorry~
I am not purposely.
I only...
Nevermoind larx~
Sorry~
I do wrong again!!!
Haiz~
He conduct us to Lostworld.
But then he never ask me go.
Is Simon ask me to go.
I think it long time.
Whether i should go?
He never ask me go.
If i go does he hate or angry me?
If i not bold as brass to go belike anon no chance anymore.
If go what will happen?
If not go what will happen?
Finally i decide to go.
But when you see me does you feel want to see me?
Or you will think er!!!
Why i will come?? This Simon so busy body?
If you think like this.
I apologize. And non of Simon business.
So no need blame Simon.
When i go there.
I not play much.
Cause at there have many our sweet memory.
I have try not to think.
But can not!
Cause i love him.
Really still love him.
Can not stop myself not to think.
I am very pain.
I am very sad.
How???
Do you have this feel?
When with me feel happy?
Do you have this feel?
I have!!!
When i can play with you even a group i feel very very very happy!!!
Even is hurt me but is worth.
You know???
Cause very hard can like this.
Really happy!
But even that i can not think too much.
Cause i promise you.
Even how you treat me i also must treat you like friend.
Actually is hard you know???
But still try!
I not dare to look you and think!
Love is not so bloodiness.
But if regret LOVE it is really very bloodiness
Memory make a person feel so dread.
I scare.
I really scare.
This call nemesis.
If not appreciate good will change very pain!
The hurt feel is not small at all!!!
So if who have boyfriend and he treat you very good must appreciate
If not you will be my second version.
I already no chance.
And i will hard to love and trust others boy already.
If i not tell you that i finish my blog do you really will initiative to come and see what is happen to me?
At last!!!
NO COUNT DOWN DOES NOT MEANS I WILL NOT WAIT!!!
Cause his important person break an appointment.
So he very unhappy and angry.
I really bad.
Very very bad.
Alaways unclear the situation then do.
When only i can change?
When i only think for others only do what ever i wish to do?
When i only can learn???!!!
Sorry~
Really sorry~
I am not purposely.
I only...
Nevermoind larx~
Sorry~
I do wrong again!!!
Haiz~
He conduct us to Lostworld.
But then he never ask me go.
Is Simon ask me to go.
I think it long time.
Whether i should go?
He never ask me go.
If i go does he hate or angry me?
If i not bold as brass to go belike anon no chance anymore.
If go what will happen?
If not go what will happen?
Finally i decide to go.
But when you see me does you feel want to see me?
Or you will think er!!!
Why i will come?? This Simon so busy body?
If you think like this.
I apologize. And non of Simon business.
So no need blame Simon.
When i go there.
I not play much.
Cause at there have many our sweet memory.
I have try not to think.
But can not!
Cause i love him.
Really still love him.
Can not stop myself not to think.
I am very pain.
I am very sad.
How???
Do you have this feel?
When with me feel happy?
Do you have this feel?
I have!!!
When i can play with you even a group i feel very very very happy!!!
Even is hurt me but is worth.
You know???
Cause very hard can like this.
Really happy!
But even that i can not think too much.
Cause i promise you.
Even how you treat me i also must treat you like friend.
Actually is hard you know???
But still try!
I not dare to look you and think!
Love is not so bloodiness.
But if regret LOVE it is really very bloodiness
Memory make a person feel so dread.
I scare.
I really scare.
This call nemesis.
If not appreciate good will change very pain!
The hurt feel is not small at all!!!
So if who have boyfriend and he treat you very good must appreciate
If not you will be my second version.
I already no chance.
And i will hard to love and trust others boy already.
If i not tell you that i finish my blog do you really will initiative to come and see what is happen to me?
At last!!!
NO COUNT DOWN DOES NOT MEANS I WILL NOT WAIT!!!
2009年6月13日 星期六
A song for you.
My blog that song is for you.
A korea song.
Translate:
The white starlight wraps around my tears.
My tears fall against the warm wind.
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way.
I draw you on white paper.
Your warm smile holds me.
Is this love?
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I'm walking in my memories with you.
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart.
What should i do?
Even in my dreams.
I miss you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
Please look at me.
Like the faraway stars.
Can't you be one that's in my heart?
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
A korea song.
Translate:
The white starlight wraps around my tears.
My tears fall against the warm wind.
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way.
I draw you on white paper.
Your warm smile holds me.
Is this love?
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I'm walking in my memories with you.
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart.
What should i do?
Even in my dreams.
I miss you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
Please look at me.
Like the faraway stars.
Can't you be one that's in my heart?
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I AM TIRED ALREADY.
248 days.
Today is my last day to count down.
I already tired.
Really tired already.
When every single day over also a very pain.
Chances let One day one day pass to fade away.
Maybe you and everyone will think i am so easy to give up.
But i still very love him.
Miss him.
Every single day waiting=disappointed
I always cry and sad.
I try so hard!
Always do so much of thing.
But when it finish i will start thinking about you+hate myself!
Tell you something!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT.
Compare last time you wait me and now i wait you is totally difference.
Your wait is happy.
And that i wait you is disappointed+hate and hate myself!!!!
DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you sure very very happy!
When you heard i'm not waiting you.
Give up you.
You happy right???!!!!
The resuLt that you wish already come true!
right???!!!
Why not.
I think sure.
Cause you no need burden anymore.
Finally i say that.
No need annoye anymore.
right??? right??? right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You told me you still keep my thing but i think you never see and look at it anymore.
Although i keep away all your thing but i still go see.
Cause for the momment you are the one make me soooooooo hurt and sooooooo pain!!!
I think i also the one meke you sooooooo hurt and soooooo pain.
Fair now.
Always wish to hug you and cry full day.
Only one day also enough.
But always also cry myslef.
Will not let everyone know.
I will be mad really mad because of you!!!
You had a girl to lie on.
But i don have!!!
Love?
What is that??
I not so easy to believe love.
Because you i believe once again!!!
Because of a bit feel make us break!!!
I hate myself!!!
Really hate!!!
Now I will not so easy to fall in love with someone already.
Really is Happy ending.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!
From now on i will not going to find you!.
If you never think you will back to me or love me back.
This is non of god or time problem.
Is only yourslef.
Just try ask yourself do you even have think to come back to me?
If no.
Please act incognizance me and don feel my presence.
I also will!
I know is pain for me not you.
Maybe you also will happy.
Even i hurt i will bear it!!!
And willl not weeping in front of you.
Please don care me anymore.
Is hurt when you care me.
You really happy.
And congrat.
ELAINE CHEONG really failing on your hand!!!
Finally.
The most pain+most love+most memory+in the momment the most happy and sweet couple also on your hand already.
Now reback to me alreay.
Happy^^
Wish you eudemonia.
I will.
Thanks god to let me love you.
And let me at one time put true love and feel true love on you.
I will not message you that i finish my blog.
If you have heart you will come see.
When you see it you just write on the chat box.
THANKS YOU!^^
NICE TO MEET YOU ****** LEE
BYEEE
Today is my last day to count down.
I already tired.
Really tired already.
When every single day over also a very pain.
Chances let One day one day pass to fade away.
Maybe you and everyone will think i am so easy to give up.
But i still very love him.
Miss him.
Every single day waiting=disappointed
I always cry and sad.
I try so hard!
Always do so much of thing.
But when it finish i will start thinking about you+hate myself!
Tell you something!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT.
Compare last time you wait me and now i wait you is totally difference.
Your wait is happy.
And that i wait you is disappointed+hate and hate myself!!!!
DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you sure very very happy!
When you heard i'm not waiting you.
Give up you.
You happy right???!!!!
The resuLt that you wish already come true!
right???!!!
Why not.
I think sure.
Cause you no need burden anymore.
Finally i say that.
No need annoye anymore.
right??? right??? right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You told me you still keep my thing but i think you never see and look at it anymore.
Although i keep away all your thing but i still go see.
Cause for the momment you are the one make me soooooooo hurt and sooooooo pain!!!
I think i also the one meke you sooooooo hurt and soooooo pain.
Fair now.
Always wish to hug you and cry full day.
Only one day also enough.
But always also cry myslef.
Will not let everyone know.
I will be mad really mad because of you!!!
You had a girl to lie on.
But i don have!!!
Love?
What is that??
I not so easy to believe love.
Because you i believe once again!!!
Because of a bit feel make us break!!!
I hate myself!!!
Really hate!!!
Now I will not so easy to fall in love with someone already.
Really is Happy ending.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!
From now on i will not going to find you!.
If you never think you will back to me or love me back.
This is non of god or time problem.
Is only yourslef.
Just try ask yourself do you even have think to come back to me?
If no.
Please act incognizance me and don feel my presence.
I also will!
I know is pain for me not you.
Maybe you also will happy.
Even i hurt i will bear it!!!
And willl not weeping in front of you.
Please don care me anymore.
Is hurt when you care me.
You really happy.
And congrat.
ELAINE CHEONG really failing on your hand!!!
Finally.
The most pain+most love+most memory+in the momment the most happy and sweet couple also on your hand already.
Now reback to me alreay.
Happy^^
Wish you eudemonia.
I will.
Thanks god to let me love you.
And let me at one time put true love and feel true love on you.
I will not message you that i finish my blog.
If you have heart you will come see.
When you see it you just write on the chat box.
THANKS YOU!^^
NICE TO MEET YOU ****** LEE
BYEEE
2009年6月10日 星期三
I AM BACK^^
250 DAYS...
Actually yesterday i already back.
Because too tired and lazy so today only write blog.
Hateful!
I cann't share my photo in taiwan to all of you.
Because "Friendster" say my photo size too big.
Lol~
How can!!!
Friendster principal faster go change and adjust it!!!
T_T~
I will put some in here.
And intro to everyone.
But then i cann't remember all the place
So can not intro to you all.
Some only picture no intro.
In.
258 days. videlicet is 2/6/09
HE HE HE!
Send message to me.
Really unbelievable!
He say:~
"taiwan nice ma?
enjoy mou?
sms expensive.
so one message only.
heheh."
You know anot?
Even one message i already happy.
Happy till i so madness.
Really.
I suddenly laugh out.
I can not stop smiling after i saw your message.
That day also just finish put fireworks at beach.
Hahah^^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY^^
Really happy!^^
Happy news of cause also have sad news.
One day i go tample and ask for a chacnce from him
I say:~
Can i get a chance from him?
I really very miss and love him.
And i really know is my fault and i regreat.
Can i have a chance from him.
If have can our relationship slowly slowly better than last time?
I get from the god is:~
I think too many already.
Haven happen already think so far.
Just do better in my exam.
And don't think too much and far.
Just let it be.
Future will be plan everything for you.
Don't worry too much.
haiz~
I know that is true.
God also tell the same as we thought.
So have to accept it.
250 days maybe have a chance or maybe not.
I can not because of that chance waiting without doing and fighting my future.
If we really can not have chnce after 250 days!!!
I swear i will find one boy more more more better than you!!!
Is only time problem...
After 250 days.
We still not get back!!!
ELAINE CHEONG SWEAR!!!!
And I WILL!!!
After 250 days you only want back to me.
I still will accept you.
But before one month college life you only want back with me.
I will say sorry.
I know i think that you will think i am "think oneself clever"
I mean but only!
Reson is because we do not have strong love!
And i do not want hurt you again.
So i tell you honest in front of everyone!!!
My college life start at APRIL 2010,SUNWAY.KL
So Febuary 2010 is the last month i will wait you.
If we still can not get back together which means we predestine "YAO YUN MOU FEN"+ "I AM NOT APPRECIATE YOU AT FIRST SO NOW HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL THIS"
Actually yesterday i already back.
Because too tired and lazy so today only write blog.
Hateful!
I cann't share my photo in taiwan to all of you.
Because "Friendster" say my photo size too big.
Lol~
How can!!!
Friendster principal faster go change and adjust it!!!
T_T~
I will put some in here.
And intro to everyone.
But then i cann't remember all the place
So can not intro to you all.
Some only picture no intro.
In.
258 days. videlicet is 2/6/09
HE HE HE!
Send message to me.
Really unbelievable!
He say:~
"taiwan nice ma?
enjoy mou?
sms expensive.
so one message only.
heheh."
You know anot?
Even one message i already happy.
Happy till i so madness.
Really.
I suddenly laugh out.
I can not stop smiling after i saw your message.
That day also just finish put fireworks at beach.
Hahah^^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY^^
Really happy!^^
Happy news of cause also have sad news.
One day i go tample and ask for a chacnce from him
I say:~
Can i get a chance from him?
I really very miss and love him.
And i really know is my fault and i regreat.
Can i have a chance from him.
If have can our relationship slowly slowly better than last time?
I get from the god is:~
I think too many already.
Haven happen already think so far.
Just do better in my exam.
And don't think too much and far.
Just let it be.
Future will be plan everything for you.
Don't worry too much.
haiz~
I know that is true.
God also tell the same as we thought.
So have to accept it.
250 days maybe have a chance or maybe not.
I can not because of that chance waiting without doing and fighting my future.
If we really can not have chnce after 250 days!!!
I swear i will find one boy more more more better than you!!!
Is only time problem...
After 250 days.
We still not get back!!!
ELAINE CHEONG SWEAR!!!!
And I WILL!!!
After 250 days you only want back to me.
I still will accept you.
But before one month college life you only want back with me.
I will say sorry.
I know i think that you will think i am "think oneself clever"
I mean but only!
Reson is because we do not have strong love!
And i do not want hurt you again.
So i tell you honest in front of everyone!!!
My college life start at APRIL 2010,SUNWAY.KL
So Febuary 2010 is the last month i will wait you.
If we still can not get back together which means we predestine "YAO YUN MOU FEN"+ "I AM NOT APPRECIATE YOU AT FIRST SO NOW HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL THIS"
2009年5月30日 星期六
SO EXASPERATING!!!
Today he never come.
Cause he does not have transport.
T_T~
Before i go trip also can not see him.
I lost 5 time to meet him.
But nevermind time very fast pass.
So i will see him as fast as possible.
Hahahh^^
misss you.
O.M
Hahah^^
Ready to go for fight and crazy shopping with my family!!!
muahahah^^
TAIWAN I COMING!!!
Cause he does not have transport.
T_T~
Before i go trip also can not see him.
I lost 5 time to meet him.
But nevermind time very fast pass.
So i will see him as fast as possible.
Hahahh^^
misss you.
O.M
Hahah^^
Ready to go for fight and crazy shopping with my family!!!
muahahah^^
TAIWAN I COMING!!!
TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
261 days.
Today in home quite bored.
Wanted do homework, but lazy.
Wanted tidy up stuff, but lazy.
Anyway today what i wanted to do also feel very lazy.
No spirit.
Doesn't wanna move any.
Even wanted sleep also can not sleep through.
Haiz~
Waiting time coming.
Because our TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
When i meet him don't know whether i will use normal heart to chat with him or still use embarrassed feel to chat with him.
Listening to "XING FU BU MIE 幸福不灭"this song.
Feel very comfortable.
But of cause if can listen with him more nice more comfortable.
The melody and the way he sing is so sensation.
Today i have a free dinner.
He treat me dinner.
Hahah^^
After today i will lose 4 chance to meet with him.
So regrettable.
Maybe i will very very very miss him.
Don't know whether he does anot?
Today suppose feel very happy.
Cause tomorrow i have journey.
But i feel so depressed.
Don't feel wanna go.
Why i have this feel?
Maybe wanna meet him so badly.
Therefore, because of the regrettable chance to see him feel depressed.
Don't care!
ELAINE CHEONG!
CHEER!!!
Don't know tomorrow can sit with hansome boy anot?
Hahah^^
Cause single seat already sold out.
So have to buy double seat.
Don't know whether that seat already seel out anot?
If sell out who i will sit with?
Handsome boy? Preety girl? Uncle? Aunty? Kid? Old man? Old lady? Malay?Or Indian?
hahah^^
Wanna know?
Tell tomorrow when i reach singarpore first.
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Monday have to wake up at 4a.m for plane to Taiwan.
Tragic!
My face sure start bad.
T_T~
Today in home quite bored.
Wanted do homework, but lazy.
Wanted tidy up stuff, but lazy.
Anyway today what i wanted to do also feel very lazy.
No spirit.
Doesn't wanna move any.
Even wanted sleep also can not sleep through.
Haiz~
Waiting time coming.
Because our TWICE PER WEEK ALREADY COMING!
When i meet him don't know whether i will use normal heart to chat with him or still use embarrassed feel to chat with him.
Listening to "XING FU BU MIE 幸福不灭"this song.
Feel very comfortable.
But of cause if can listen with him more nice more comfortable.
The melody and the way he sing is so sensation.
Today i have a free dinner.
He treat me dinner.
Hahah^^
After today i will lose 4 chance to meet with him.
So regrettable.
Maybe i will very very very miss him.
Don't know whether he does anot?
Today suppose feel very happy.
Cause tomorrow i have journey.
But i feel so depressed.
Don't feel wanna go.
Why i have this feel?
Maybe wanna meet him so badly.
Therefore, because of the regrettable chance to see him feel depressed.
Don't care!
ELAINE CHEONG!
CHEER!!!
Don't know tomorrow can sit with hansome boy anot?
Hahah^^
Cause single seat already sold out.
So have to buy double seat.
Don't know whether that seat already seel out anot?
If sell out who i will sit with?
Handsome boy? Preety girl? Uncle? Aunty? Kid? Old man? Old lady? Malay?Or Indian?
hahah^^
Wanna know?
Tell tomorrow when i reach singarpore first.
OMG!!!!!!!!!
Monday have to wake up at 4a.m for plane to Taiwan.
Tragic!
My face sure start bad.
T_T~
2009年5月29日 星期五
ALREADY CHANGE MY MSN.
I already change my msn e-mail.
Cause my previous too childish.
So i chage it.
Heheh^^
Add add add me o^^
elainelaine@hotmail.com
thanks^^
Cause my previous too childish.
So i chage it.
Heheh^^
Add add add me o^^
elainelaine@hotmail.com
thanks^^
WILL MISS YOU.
~HIM!
~SHIN SHIN KU(MY BEST SISTER I EVER HAD)
~MY BBF^^EMA,VIVIAN,ELLIE AND DEANNA
~MY BICHAR^^ IVY,JAYMIE AND ANGEL.
~MY DAUGHTER(MUM CHIN),MY SON(YONG KIT),MY DADDY(LOUIS WONG),MY MUMMY(ANGELINE)
AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU
HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE^^
~SHIN SHIN KU(MY BEST SISTER I EVER HAD)
~MY BBF^^EMA,VIVIAN,ELLIE AND DEANNA
~MY BICHAR^^ IVY,JAYMIE AND ANGEL.
~MY DAUGHTER(MUM CHIN),MY SON(YONG KIT),MY DADDY(LOUIS WONG),MY MUMMY(ANGELINE)
AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU
HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE^^
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
Pass one more day i will going to taiwan.
Hahah^^
Now i am so impatient.
Cause wanna go taiwan so badly.
Today my classmates help me count down for going to to taiwan.-.-"
They will so misssssss...............my hand letter but not me.T_T~
Thats is my school life.
Today i start packing up my stuff.
I only bring 10 cloth and 6 short for my 8 days journey.
Cause we gonna buy alot of things they.
So have to bring as less as possible.
hahah^^
Finish packing then nap 2 hours.
O ya!
Today i want to thank SIMON.
Cause he purposely come to my house and help me take "ZONG ZI(粽子)" to him.
He is really good.
He is my diehard followers.
hahah^^
YO YO YO!!
Anyway simon thanks alot.
You reallly help me alot.
Thanks you ^^
AT LAST WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY.
AND PRAY FOR ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE A HEATHY BODY TO THERE AND ALSO COME BACK.
AMEN^^
IF I GOT H1N1
The first person I SURE will pass to the STUPID OLD MAN!!!
muahahha^^
lol~
CHOI!!! DAI GA LEI XI!!!
Just jkjkjkjk =p
Hahah^^
Now i am so impatient.
Cause wanna go taiwan so badly.
Today my classmates help me count down for going to to taiwan.-.-"
They will so misssssss...............my hand letter but not me.T_T~
Thats is my school life.
Today i start packing up my stuff.
I only bring 10 cloth and 6 short for my 8 days journey.
Cause we gonna buy alot of things they.
So have to bring as less as possible.
hahah^^
Finish packing then nap 2 hours.
O ya!
Today i want to thank SIMON.
Cause he purposely come to my house and help me take "ZONG ZI(粽子)" to him.
He is really good.
He is my diehard followers.
hahah^^
YO YO YO!!
Anyway simon thanks alot.
You reallly help me alot.
Thanks you ^^
AT LAST WISH ALL OF YOU HAVE A VERY HAPPY HOLIDAY.
AND PRAY FOR ME AND MY FAMILY HAVE A HEATHY BODY TO THERE AND ALSO COME BACK.
AMEN^^
IF I GOT H1N1
The first person I SURE will pass to the STUPID OLD MAN!!!
muahahha^^
lol~
CHOI!!! DAI GA LEI XI!!!
Just jkjkjkjk =p
PUT DOWN TO GOD AND TIME.MY FEELING NOW IS MORE BETTER AND COMFORTABLE^^
262 days.
Yesterday night.
Is we had the most happy and nice day that chat in message.
Maybe i already not keep thinking about it already.
So use normal heart to chat with him i feel very very happy.
He also feel happy to me^^
Although we can not together.
But we still are friends ya.
I mean the best best best one^^
Put down and not keep thinking about this make me feel really comfortable and happy.
No more exhaustion.
Though i really wish we can get back as fast as possible.
But time haven come yet.
GOD and TIME haven diceied yet.
Maybe they did.
Only that we do not know anything.
Do we have the POSIBILITY?
We do not know.
Therefore.
Rather sit down here and think and think and think and think.
It would be better to do something that i want and i am suppose to do.
And let our problem intrust to GOD.
RIGHT???
We must cheer together!!!
And fight for our future!!!
Cheer!Cheer!Cheer!
Yesterday night.
Is we had the most happy and nice day that chat in message.
Maybe i already not keep thinking about it already.
So use normal heart to chat with him i feel very very happy.
He also feel happy to me^^
Although we can not together.
But we still are friends ya.
I mean the best best best one^^
Put down and not keep thinking about this make me feel really comfortable and happy.
No more exhaustion.
Though i really wish we can get back as fast as possible.
But time haven come yet.
GOD and TIME haven diceied yet.
Maybe they did.
Only that we do not know anything.
Do we have the POSIBILITY?
We do not know.
Therefore.
Rather sit down here and think and think and think and think.
It would be better to do something that i want and i am suppose to do.
And let our problem intrust to GOD.
RIGHT???
We must cheer together!!!
And fight for our future!!!
Cheer!Cheer!Cheer!
2009年5月28日 星期四
JUST LET IT BE.LET TIME+GOD DECIED EVERTHING.
263 days.
Yesterday i think quite long.
Should i continue being like thins?
What can i do?
If i keep continue act like this what can i get?
Conclution.
Just make all the thing let it be.
No matter how i self-will or how sad it will not a good ending.
On the other side it will make him more hate me or maybe have chance also change to no chance.
Maybe now i still need some time.
So let time + GOD decied everything.
I cant not always lay on our memory for everything.
Memory just let it become our sweet and nice relationship.
I cann't stop and return back to my way.
Since this is my chose i must responsible for it.
Moreover i can not self-will to take him back to my side.
No matter what.
I also must continue my way.
In this way, my life only can be happpy+colourful+fulfil
Some more, this year is my important year.
If i still not put hardwork on it.
I think my colege life will be very suffering.
Therefore i must fight for my future!
Will not think much already.
But countdown i will be contuinue until the end of the days.
Only a simple waiting him.
Will not think too much already.
Much of it just past it to god + time to decied.
Today i wake up.
He send me a message almost same like what my thinking
That is:~
"We both don't know what will happen in future.
Now i can't accept you.
But don't know maybe future we will together again.
All we can do now is just let it be.
Just let time decied everything.
Now we must focus in what we need to do in study,future and working.
We are adult already.
No matter what happen.
We still need to continue look forward and ga yao together.
I'm sure we will know what was the best for us in future.
Elaine believe me."
***SO WE MUST GA YAO TOGETHER!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! JUST LET IT BE!!!***
Yesterday i think quite long.
Should i continue being like thins?
What can i do?
If i keep continue act like this what can i get?
Conclution.
Just make all the thing let it be.
No matter how i self-will or how sad it will not a good ending.
On the other side it will make him more hate me or maybe have chance also change to no chance.
Maybe now i still need some time.
So let time + GOD decied everything.
I cant not always lay on our memory for everything.
Memory just let it become our sweet and nice relationship.
I cann't stop and return back to my way.
Since this is my chose i must responsible for it.
Moreover i can not self-will to take him back to my side.
No matter what.
I also must continue my way.
In this way, my life only can be happpy+colourful+fulfil
Some more, this year is my important year.
If i still not put hardwork on it.
I think my colege life will be very suffering.
Therefore i must fight for my future!
Will not think much already.
But countdown i will be contuinue until the end of the days.
Only a simple waiting him.
Will not think too much already.
Much of it just past it to god + time to decied.
Today i wake up.
He send me a message almost same like what my thinking
That is:~
"We both don't know what will happen in future.
Now i can't accept you.
But don't know maybe future we will together again.
All we can do now is just let it be.
Just let time decied everything.
Now we must focus in what we need to do in study,future and working.
We are adult already.
No matter what happen.
We still need to continue look forward and ga yao together.
I'm sure we will know what was the best for us in future.
Elaine believe me."
***SO WE MUST GA YAO TOGETHER!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! JUST LET IT BE!!!***
2009年5月27日 星期三
WHAT CAN I DO???!!!
264days.
I feel the whole shoot to wait you is only my self-assertion.
Already know that you will not back to me.
But still always imagine that "ONE DAY YOU SURE WILL BACK TO ME"!!!
But how?
Who can told me what can i do?
He told me he already no more feel to me.
But i still want to wait and continue pray.
And keep think "ELAINE CHEONG CAN NOT GIIVE UP! IF GOT ONE DAY HE COME BACK TO YOU HOW?"
I feel very very very un happy,
Now i keep hurting the friends who worry me and support me
Friends really sorry~
I also do not want to be like this.
They give me many suggestion.
But i also have mind.
Maybe he is (testing my tolerance)or (testing how much i love him) or (play me) or (don dare to tell me scare me get hurt)
Maybe he is annoying something+pain
Nobody will know.
Only he himself and god will know.
Say serious me and him together that time do not sit and talk about our aspiration.
We can not meet too much.
One week only twice
I also know he cry for me and without telling me.
He make me laugh more i than i do.
He pay out more than me.
What he do to me is more more more than whatever i have done to him.
On the other hand he want me to do i cant do it perfectly.
Am i a useless girlfriend?
He wants maybe i can not give or do to him.
But whatever i want he sure will do it and if he can not he also will try hard and hard to satisfy what i need
Maybe he tooo fond me make me more further intensified.
And make him tired.
He never querimony anything.
He also does not want require much thing
He just want me to love him more.
Thats all!
But what did i did?
Is just a bullshit!!!
Now back to me already.
I am regret.
Regret regret regret and regret.
I want him back to me also and already can not!
What can i do to ask him back?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do so that he can back to me?
I can not just wait god to prepare and just sit there do nothing!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO?
WHO?
YOU? OR YOU? OR YOU?
WHO?!!!
I feel the whole shoot to wait you is only my self-assertion.
Already know that you will not back to me.
But still always imagine that "ONE DAY YOU SURE WILL BACK TO ME"!!!
But how?
Who can told me what can i do?
He told me he already no more feel to me.
But i still want to wait and continue pray.
And keep think "ELAINE CHEONG CAN NOT GIIVE UP! IF GOT ONE DAY HE COME BACK TO YOU HOW?"
I feel very very very un happy,
Now i keep hurting the friends who worry me and support me
Friends really sorry~
I also do not want to be like this.
They give me many suggestion.
But i also have mind.
Maybe he is (testing my tolerance)
Maybe he is annoying something+pain
Nobody will know.
Only he himself and god will know.
Say serious me and him together that time do not sit and talk about our aspiration.
We can not meet too much.
One week only twice
I also know he cry for me and without telling me.
He make me laugh more i than i do.
He pay out more than me.
What he do to me is more more more than whatever i have done to him.
On the other hand he want me to do i cant do it perfectly.
Am i a useless girlfriend?
He wants maybe i can not give or do to him.
But whatever i want he sure will do it and if he can not he also will try hard and hard to satisfy what i need
Maybe he tooo fond me make me more further intensified.
And make him tired.
He never querimony anything.
He also does not want require much thing
He just want me to love him more.
Thats all!
But what did i did?
Is just a bullshit!!!
Now back to me already.
I am regret.
Regret regret regret and regret.
I want him back to me also and already can not!
What can i do to ask him back?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do so that he can back to me?
I can not just wait god to prepare and just sit there do nothing!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO?
WHO?
YOU? OR YOU? OR YOU?
WHO?!!!
2009年5月26日 星期二
HOPE AND WISH
265days～
Remember last year.
Me and you went to SUNWAY to join your college party.
That time i am so erm erm erm...hehehh^^
Cause that party i am the only one who wore formal dress-.-"
Others included him also wore normal...
Me so funny^^
Now think back really very stupid.
But nevermind. Can together with him whatever also worth+felicity+happy.
We played the pool let the guard cought us.
Somemore yek yek yek us!
Hateful guard!
Beat you until die!!!
LOL~
HITZ FM member at they.
Played game and gave gift with us.
I just sit a side and looked him play.
Cause not really know too much of english song and their broadcast.
After few minute he comeback and cry to said i lost already and get one toothpaste.
LOL~
I sayang him back and said next time must play with kid more. Toothpaste give your grandma.
He say don't want. Only want gave me. Cause my teeth not clean.
HOR!!!! HIM!!! ER!!!
Then we put thing on car.
and walked around with him.
When we decieded to went inside only realize the door lock already.
We go find the guard everyway and ask him open door for us.
Happy day really fast to past
Really wish i can always happy with him and together.
Really hope he can come back to my side.
continue our memory and forget all de unhappy thing.
I swear i can do better than last time.
NOW my graduation night almost come.
I invited him attend.
He said 'maybe not coming'
But he will think and think.
I really wish he can attend my last year school graduation night.
Only for a while also very happy.
Can you come?
I really wish you can come.
Can???
Remember last year.
Me and you went to SUNWAY to join your college party.
That time i am so erm erm erm...hehehh^^
Cause that party i am the only one who wore formal dress-.-"
Others included him also wore normal...
Me so funny^^
Now think back really very stupid.
But nevermind. Can together with him whatever also worth+felicity+happy.
We played the pool let the guard cought us.
Somemore yek yek yek us!
Hateful guard!
Beat you until die!!!
LOL~
HITZ FM member at they.
Played game and gave gift with us.
I just sit a side and looked him play.
Cause not really know too much of english song and their broadcast.
After few minute he comeback and cry to said i lost already and get one toothpaste.
LOL~
I sayang him back and said next time must play with kid more. Toothpaste give your grandma.
He say don't want. Only want gave me. Cause my teeth not clean.
HOR!!!! HIM!!! ER!!!
Then we put thing on car.
and walked around with him.
When we decieded to went inside only realize the door lock already.
We go find the guard everyway and ask him open door for us.
Happy day really fast to past
Really wish i can always happy with him and together.
Really hope he can come back to my side.
continue our memory and forget all de unhappy thing.
I swear i can do better than last time.
NOW my graduation night almost come.
I invited him attend.
He said 'maybe not coming'
But he will think and think.
I really wish he can attend my last year school graduation night.
Only for a while also very happy.
Can you come?
I really wish you can come.
Can???
2009年5月25日 星期一
~REGRET~
Still have 266 days to wait him.
Is difficulty get throgh one day.
The more day i wait him the more i miss him.
I know this is my temporarily feel to chose what i have now.
When i am not being with you made me realize that my world without you was incomplete.
I very sorry~cause made you pain. But already could not return whatever i have done. I only can do is with a sincere apologize . Really very sorry.
But now please know that i also hurting,sad and pain too.
Whenever i saw you in church be at a loss of more love you+more miss you.
Saw you i really wanna hug you and do not want let you go. In front of you really want say loudly ask you can i have a chance? i want to shout to see and sky that i really love you really miss you can i have a chance? Just one? Can i?
I know you want treat me like other friend. But did you know? i also wanted like before we are friend to play,chat and crazy with you. I couldn't do it!!! I scare i can not control myself. So i chose to be silence. Lonely. Quiet+peaceful to wait you back+keep praying.
I really very regret. Regret not love you enough. Regret when you ask me for other chance and i not give you. Regret lost you. Regret never do whatever i have told or write in black and white
The black paper is really wirte though my heart. I really thanks god to have a boyfriend like you thanks god you are my other part.
you are the first boyfriend celebrate birthday with me. I also is your first girlfriend to celebrate birthday with you.
The present have 99 STAR AND 99 PAPER CRANE is represent hope our relation can last till forever.
Remember your birthday was celebrate at IPOH SUNWAY the italia resturan.
After the birthday you write in your blog that you want merry me. And said i am your other part. Will nott be wrong.
I am very happy that you say want marry with me.
you always do not like to remember this memory caue at last is the part you are hurting sooooooo hard.
Therefore you very scare.
Sorry make you scare.
I really regret. Really really regret.
Is that really can not return back to you???
Wait you more and more hard.
Wait you more and more tired.
But when i have this feel come to me. I will always remind me that i hurt you more than you hurt me.
So i can not and can not ever think to give up on you!
In spite of what will happen when you back to me.
***!!!!BUT I CAN TELL YOU I WILL MORE LOVE YOU+MORE APPRICIATE YOU+MORE SAYANG YOU+WILL CELEBRATE ANY FESTIVAL!!!!!***
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