~REGRET~

Still have 266 days to wait him.

Is difficulty get throgh one day.

The more day i wait him the more i miss him.

I know this is my temporarily feel to chose what i have now.

When i am not being with you made me realize that my world without you was incomplete.

I very sorry~cause made you pain. But already could not return whatever i have done. I only can do is with a sincere apologize . Really very sorry.

But now please know that i also hurting,sad and pain too.

Whenever i saw you in church be at a loss of more love you+more miss you.

Saw you i really wanna hug you and do not want let you go. In front of you really want say loudly ask you can i have a chance? i want to shout to see and sky that i really love you really miss you can i have a chance? Just one? Can i?

I know you want treat me like other friend. But did you know? i also wanted like before we are friend to play,chat and crazy with you. I couldn't do it!!! I scare i can not control myself. So i chose to be silence. Lonely. Quiet+peaceful to wait you back+keep praying.

I really very regret. Regret not love you enough. Regret when you ask me for other chance and i not give you. Regret lost you. Regret never do whatever i have told or write in black and white

The black paper is really wirte though my heart. I really thanks god to have a boyfriend like you thanks god you are my other part.

you are the first boyfriend celebrate birthday with me. I also is your first girlfriend to celebrate birthday with you.

The present have 99 STAR AND 99 PAPER CRANE is represent hope our relation can last till forever.

Remember your birthday was celebrate at IPOH SUNWAY the italia resturan.

After the birthday you write in your blog that you want merry me. And said i am your other part. Will nott be wrong.

I am very happy that you say want marry with me.

you always do not like to remember this memory caue at last is the part you are hurting sooooooo hard.

Therefore you very scare.

Sorry make you scare.

I really regret. Really really regret.

Is that really can not return back to you???

Wait you more and more hard.

Wait you more and more tired.

But when i have this feel come to me. I will always remind me that i hurt you more than you hurt me.

So i can not and can not ever think to give up on you!

In spite of what will happen when you back to me.

***!!!!BUT I CAN TELL YOU I WILL MORE LOVE YOU+MORE APPRICIATE YOU+MORE SAYANG YOU+WILL CELEBRATE ANY FESTIVAL!!!!!***

KEEP WAITING........