How?
I feel i am more and more bad.
Reject him and him and him and him.
Until now i already reject more than 3 person already.
Before they dangle or say about boyfriend.
Sure will let them know that:~
"I'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
If they still ask me i will say:~
"You know i'm waiting and expect someone come back to me."
So i will not accept anyone until the waiting dateline is over.
For the moment my heart only have him.
No matter how hard to over come every single days or over come problems for the sake of him i must CHEER UP!!!"
Now i just want t say really very sorry to you you you you you you you and you.
Really really really sorry and apologize.
Hope understand.
I know reject and becoming so mean.
Some days or lastly will get back to me again.
But then ...hope understand me.
Now i am getting more and more less friends especially boy.
Even girl also the same.
Now in classroom become more lonlely.
Before i am a happy girl,easy make many friends,like to talk alot.
But now i do not know why i am so hard to get new friends.
Even i get a new friends i also do not know what i want to talk to them or let them chat with me not so boring.
Old friends also start less topic to talk already.
Haiz~
Regret,do wrong,not mature,wrong feel will revenge back to oneself.
I am part of it.
So do not do sencond version of me.
You just will hate oneself and feel the person you wait like normal feeling.
ELAINE CHEONG CHEER! CHEER! CHEER!
2009年6月18日 星期四
2009年6月17日 星期三
HOW CAN?
Are you click wrong?
Or
You are purposely click wrong???
If not how can you wrong???
The happier birthday that i celebrate with you and a group of friend?!!!
Even middle that had some fight and argue with my ex bf.
But then that 17 birthday is my most happire birthday.
Cause is my first time celebrate with my belover...
How can you forget!!!!
WHY you be like that???
I always keep your 19 birthday url blog.
Everytime i see it i also cry.
Cause is so touch.
I already regret your love why should you still want forget our things?
Was our memory really make you so hate and sad?
You don't want to remaind our memory i also no remaind any in front of you.
But why???
I know we are just friends and you can choose forget or do anything on our memory also non of my business.
Maybe you think that is a small problem.
But what if you stand my side to think?
Everytime i do anything to you i stand your side to think or if i really want to do i will say sorry first only do.
You let me know what should i do?
You really want me hurt until give up the idea of waiting you?
I am do my best and try hard to across every single days.
I really don know what should i can do for you anymore.
You know what is the meaning of tired?
Cause i love you and regret everything that i do to you.
So i do not have qualification to saying stop or shout out i am just a girl.
ElAINE CHEONG JUST A SMALL GIRL!!!
I purposely make all the question that i tell you before but the result you told me is you only know me 53%.
I know you is 80%
Maybe you forget.
or
For you is doesn't matter.
But for me it has matter!
I know you already have IMPORTANT PERSON.
But please just keep our memory and everything that i told you okie???
Even you do not want back to me also nevermind.
This is my last wish.
But others you can score so high!
Why???!!!!
If FEB 15 2010 you still don't want or not yet know your answer.
I will give up!
I promise you!
I know you say too friendly is not good.
So i change and not to do all this.
Or
You are purposely click wrong???
If not how can you wrong???
The happier birthday that i celebrate with you and a group of friend?!!!
Even middle that had some fight and argue with my ex bf.
But then that 17 birthday is my most happire birthday.
Cause is my first time celebrate with my belover...
How can you forget!!!!
WHY you be like that???
I always keep your 19 birthday url blog.
Everytime i see it i also cry.
Cause is so touch.
I already regret your love why should you still want forget our things?
Was our memory really make you so hate and sad?
You don't want to remaind our memory i also no remaind any in front of you.
But why???
I know we are just friends and you can choose forget or do anything on our memory also non of my business.
Maybe you think that is a small problem.
But what if you stand my side to think?
Everytime i do anything to you i stand your side to think or if i really want to do i will say sorry first only do.
You let me know what should i do?
You really want me hurt until give up the idea of waiting you?
I am do my best and try hard to across every single days.
I really don know what should i can do for you anymore.
You know what is the meaning of tired?
Cause i love you and regret everything that i do to you.
So i do not have qualification to saying stop or shout out i am just a girl.
ElAINE CHEONG JUST A SMALL GIRL!!!
I purposely make all the question that i tell you before but the result you told me is you only know me 53%.
I know you is 80%
Maybe you forget.
or
For you is doesn't matter.
But for me it has matter!
I know you already have IMPORTANT PERSON.
But please just keep our memory and everything that i told you okie???
Even you do not want back to me also nevermind.
This is my last wish.
But others you can score so high!
Why???!!!!
If FEB 15 2010 you still don't want or not yet know your answer.
I will give up!
I promise you!
I know you say too friendly is not good.
So i change and not to do all this.
2009年6月15日 星期一
I WILL NOT DO.
My pain can not bring to so many people.
I will not show it on my face.
Thanks all my friends who were worry me.
I will not show and put so hard.
And i can not make him hard to do.
I see him really try to chat with me.
But i just ran away.
So i can not make him hard to do again.
GA YAO ELAINE CHEONG^^
THANKS:~
SHIN SHIN KU
SIMON
IVY
EMA
DEANNA
VIVIAN
C.Y
KAZE
FS FRIENDS
AND SOOOOO ON...
Really thanks^^
I will not do once again.
Soemthing make him feel hard to do.
I will not show it on my face.
Thanks all my friends who were worry me.
I will not show and put so hard.
And i can not make him hard to do.
I see him really try to chat with me.
But i just ran away.
So i can not make him hard to do again.
GA YAO ELAINE CHEONG^^
THANKS:~
SHIN SHIN KU
SIMON
IVY
EMA
DEANNA
VIVIAN
C.Y
KAZE
FS FRIENDS
AND SOOOOO ON...
Really thanks^^
I will not do once again.
Soemthing make him feel hard to do.
ONCE AGAIN.I CANNOT SLEEP WELL FOR 3 DAYS.
Annonymous666 what you say are right.
Thanks for your advise.
But do you know?
Say is much more easy than do.
I also have try.
But i failed.
I can not stand in a place that without him.
If weeksend i can not see him i will dull whole day.
Do you know that?
I can not 100% concentrate in my work and exam.
Even 60% also don't have.
I feel i more and more lazy.
I know is not worth it.
But i can not stop it.
Just can not stop!!!!!!!!!!
Shin Shin ku is not easy.
Long time?
Only few week i already feel really really sad.
Shin shin ku.
Can i hug you?
But i will not cry promise okie?
Cause you say i cry not nice ya.
Hehehh^^
Shin shin ku can i wait him till Feb?
Cause i really want him back so badly.
Can i???
I will be strong!!!
I must be strong!!!
I really must be strong!!!
Until the end.
No matter what anwers he gave on that day.
I will be fine.
OK???
I can not sleep well again?
Why?
Why you can make me so crazy on you?
You let me know why.
I never right to a boy so crazy before.
Even my first also no!
How can you do it?
Tell me ya!!!
When only can stop this?
Thanks for your advise.
But do you know?
Say is much more easy than do.
I also have try.
But i failed.
I can not stand in a place that without him.
If weeksend i can not see him i will dull whole day.
Do you know that?
I can not 100% concentrate in my work and exam.
Even 60% also don't have.
I feel i more and more lazy.
I know is not worth it.
But i can not stop it.
Just can not stop!!!!!!!!!!
Shin Shin ku is not easy.
Long time?
Only few week i already feel really really sad.
Shin shin ku.
Can i hug you?
But i will not cry promise okie?
Cause you say i cry not nice ya.
Hehehh^^
Shin shin ku can i wait him till Feb?
Cause i really want him back so badly.
Can i???
I will be strong!!!
I must be strong!!!
I really must be strong!!!
Until the end.
No matter what anwers he gave on that day.
I will be fine.
OK???
I can not sleep well again?
Why?
Why you can make me so crazy on you?
You let me know why.
I never right to a boy so crazy before.
Even my first also no!
How can you do it?
Tell me ya!!!
When only can stop this?
2009年6月14日 星期日
HAPPY OR NOT HAPPY?
Saturday that day he not happy.
Cause his important person break an appointment.
So he very unhappy and angry.
I really bad.
Very very bad.
Alaways unclear the situation then do.
When only i can change?
When i only think for others only do what ever i wish to do?
When i only can learn???!!!
Sorry~
Really sorry~
I am not purposely.
I only...
Nevermoind larx~
Sorry~
I do wrong again!!!
Haiz~
He conduct us to Lostworld.
But then he never ask me go.
Is Simon ask me to go.
I think it long time.
Whether i should go?
He never ask me go.
If i go does he hate or angry me?
If i not bold as brass to go belike anon no chance anymore.
If go what will happen?
If not go what will happen?
Finally i decide to go.
But when you see me does you feel want to see me?
Or you will think er!!!
Why i will come?? This Simon so busy body?
If you think like this.
I apologize. And non of Simon business.
So no need blame Simon.
When i go there.
I not play much.
Cause at there have many our sweet memory.
I have try not to think.
But can not!
Cause i love him.
Really still love him.
Can not stop myself not to think.
I am very pain.
I am very sad.
How???
Do you have this feel?
When with me feel happy?
Do you have this feel?
I have!!!
When i can play with you even a group i feel very very very happy!!!
Even is hurt me but is worth.
You know???
Cause very hard can like this.
Really happy!
But even that i can not think too much.
Cause i promise you.
Even how you treat me i also must treat you like friend.
Actually is hard you know???
But still try!
I not dare to look you and think!
Love is not so bloodiness.
But if regret LOVE it is really very bloodiness
Memory make a person feel so dread.
I scare.
I really scare.
This call nemesis.
If not appreciate good will change very pain!
The hurt feel is not small at all!!!
So if who have boyfriend and he treat you very good must appreciate
If not you will be my second version.
I already no chance.
And i will hard to love and trust others boy already.
If i not tell you that i finish my blog do you really will initiative to come and see what is happen to me?
At last!!!
NO COUNT DOWN DOES NOT MEANS I WILL NOT WAIT!!!
Cause his important person break an appointment.
So he very unhappy and angry.
I really bad.
Very very bad.
Alaways unclear the situation then do.
When only i can change?
When i only think for others only do what ever i wish to do?
When i only can learn???!!!
Sorry~
Really sorry~
I am not purposely.
I only...
Nevermoind larx~
Sorry~
I do wrong again!!!
Haiz~
He conduct us to Lostworld.
But then he never ask me go.
Is Simon ask me to go.
I think it long time.
Whether i should go?
He never ask me go.
If i go does he hate or angry me?
If i not bold as brass to go belike anon no chance anymore.
If go what will happen?
If not go what will happen?
Finally i decide to go.
But when you see me does you feel want to see me?
Or you will think er!!!
Why i will come?? This Simon so busy body?
If you think like this.
I apologize. And non of Simon business.
So no need blame Simon.
When i go there.
I not play much.
Cause at there have many our sweet memory.
I have try not to think.
But can not!
Cause i love him.
Really still love him.
Can not stop myself not to think.
I am very pain.
I am very sad.
How???
Do you have this feel?
When with me feel happy?
Do you have this feel?
I have!!!
When i can play with you even a group i feel very very very happy!!!
Even is hurt me but is worth.
You know???
Cause very hard can like this.
Really happy!
But even that i can not think too much.
Cause i promise you.
Even how you treat me i also must treat you like friend.
Actually is hard you know???
But still try!
I not dare to look you and think!
Love is not so bloodiness.
But if regret LOVE it is really very bloodiness
Memory make a person feel so dread.
I scare.
I really scare.
This call nemesis.
If not appreciate good will change very pain!
The hurt feel is not small at all!!!
So if who have boyfriend and he treat you very good must appreciate
If not you will be my second version.
I already no chance.
And i will hard to love and trust others boy already.
If i not tell you that i finish my blog do you really will initiative to come and see what is happen to me?
At last!!!
NO COUNT DOWN DOES NOT MEANS I WILL NOT WAIT!!!
2009年6月13日 星期六
A song for you.
My blog that song is for you.
A korea song.
Translate:
The white starlight wraps around my tears.
My tears fall against the warm wind.
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way.
I draw you on white paper.
Your warm smile holds me.
Is this love?
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I'm walking in my memories with you.
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart.
What should i do?
Even in my dreams.
I miss you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
Please look at me.
Like the faraway stars.
Can't you be one that's in my heart?
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
A korea song.
Translate:
The white starlight wraps around my tears.
My tears fall against the warm wind.
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way.
I draw you on white paper.
Your warm smile holds me.
Is this love?
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I'm walking in my memories with you.
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart.
What should i do?
Even in my dreams.
I miss you.
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
Please look at me.
Like the faraway stars.
Can't you be one that's in my heart?
** I will be waiting for you.
I will wait for you.
I don't want to see the tears of pain anymore.
You let me know this love that's like a lie.
I will never let it go.
Because that love is you. **
I AM TIRED ALREADY.
248 days.
Today is my last day to count down.
I already tired.
Really tired already.
When every single day over also a very pain.
Chances let One day one day pass to fade away.
Maybe you and everyone will think i am so easy to give up.
But i still very love him.
Miss him.
Every single day waiting=disappointed
I always cry and sad.
I try so hard!
Always do so much of thing.
But when it finish i will start thinking about you+hate myself!
Tell you something!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT.
Compare last time you wait me and now i wait you is totally difference.
Your wait is happy.
And that i wait you is disappointed+hate and hate myself!!!!
DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you sure very very happy!
When you heard i'm not waiting you.
Give up you.
You happy right???!!!!
The resuLt that you wish already come true!
right???!!!
Why not.
I think sure.
Cause you no need burden anymore.
Finally i say that.
No need annoye anymore.
right??? right??? right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You told me you still keep my thing but i think you never see and look at it anymore.
Although i keep away all your thing but i still go see.
Cause for the momment you are the one make me soooooooo hurt and sooooooo pain!!!
I think i also the one meke you sooooooo hurt and soooooo pain.
Fair now.
Always wish to hug you and cry full day.
Only one day also enough.
But always also cry myslef.
Will not let everyone know.
I will be mad really mad because of you!!!
You had a girl to lie on.
But i don have!!!
Love?
What is that??
I not so easy to believe love.
Because you i believe once again!!!
Because of a bit feel make us break!!!
I hate myself!!!
Really hate!!!
Now I will not so easy to fall in love with someone already.
Really is Happy ending.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!
From now on i will not going to find you!.
If you never think you will back to me or love me back.
This is non of god or time problem.
Is only yourslef.
Just try ask yourself do you even have think to come back to me?
If no.
Please act incognizance me and don feel my presence.
I also will!
I know is pain for me not you.
Maybe you also will happy.
Even i hurt i will bear it!!!
And willl not weeping in front of you.
Please don care me anymore.
Is hurt when you care me.
You really happy.
And congrat.
ELAINE CHEONG really failing on your hand!!!
Finally.
The most pain+most love+most memory+in the momment the most happy and sweet couple also on your hand already.
Now reback to me alreay.
Happy^^
Wish you eudemonia.
I will.
Thanks god to let me love you.
And let me at one time put true love and feel true love on you.
I will not message you that i finish my blog.
If you have heart you will come see.
When you see it you just write on the chat box.
THANKS YOU!^^
NICE TO MEET YOU ****** LEE
BYEEE
Today is my last day to count down.
I already tired.
Really tired already.
When every single day over also a very pain.
Chances let One day one day pass to fade away.
Maybe you and everyone will think i am so easy to give up.
But i still very love him.
Miss him.
Every single day waiting=disappointed
I always cry and sad.
I try so hard!
Always do so much of thing.
But when it finish i will start thinking about you+hate myself!
Tell you something!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT.
Compare last time you wait me and now i wait you is totally difference.
Your wait is happy.
And that i wait you is disappointed+hate and hate myself!!!!
DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you sure very very happy!
When you heard i'm not waiting you.
Give up you.
You happy right???!!!!
The resuLt that you wish already come true!
right???!!!
Why not.
I think sure.
Cause you no need burden anymore.
Finally i say that.
No need annoye anymore.
right??? right??? right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You told me you still keep my thing but i think you never see and look at it anymore.
Although i keep away all your thing but i still go see.
Cause for the momment you are the one make me soooooooo hurt and sooooooo pain!!!
I think i also the one meke you sooooooo hurt and soooooo pain.
Fair now.
Always wish to hug you and cry full day.
Only one day also enough.
But always also cry myslef.
Will not let everyone know.
I will be mad really mad because of you!!!
You had a girl to lie on.
But i don have!!!
Love?
What is that??
I not so easy to believe love.
Because you i believe once again!!!
Because of a bit feel make us break!!!
I hate myself!!!
Really hate!!!
Now I will not so easy to fall in love with someone already.
Really is Happy ending.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!
From now on i will not going to find you!.
If you never think you will back to me or love me back.
This is non of god or time problem.
Is only yourslef.
Just try ask yourself do you even have think to come back to me?
If no.
Please act incognizance me and don feel my presence.
I also will!
I know is pain for me not you.
Maybe you also will happy.
Even i hurt i will bear it!!!
And willl not weeping in front of you.
Please don care me anymore.
Is hurt when you care me.
You really happy.
And congrat.
ELAINE CHEONG really failing on your hand!!!
Finally.
The most pain+most love+most memory+in the momment the most happy and sweet couple also on your hand already.
Now reback to me alreay.
Happy^^
Wish you eudemonia.
I will.
Thanks god to let me love you.
And let me at one time put true love and feel true love on you.
I will not message you that i finish my blog.
If you have heart you will come see.
When you see it you just write on the chat box.
THANKS YOU!^^
NICE TO MEET YOU ****** LEE
BYEEE
2009年6月10日 星期三
I AM BACK^^
250 DAYS...
Actually yesterday i already back.
Because too tired and lazy so today only write blog.
Hateful!
I cann't share my photo in taiwan to all of you.
Because "Friendster" say my photo size too big.
Lol~
How can!!!
Friendster principal faster go change and adjust it!!!
T_T~
I will put some in here.
And intro to everyone.
But then i cann't remember all the place
So can not intro to you all.
Some only picture no intro.
In.
258 days. videlicet is 2/6/09
HE HE HE!
Send message to me.
Really unbelievable!
He say:~
"taiwan nice ma?
enjoy mou?
sms expensive.
so one message only.
heheh."
You know anot?
Even one message i already happy.
Happy till i so madness.
Really.
I suddenly laugh out.
I can not stop smiling after i saw your message.
That day also just finish put fireworks at beach.
Hahah^^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY^^
Really happy!^^
Happy news of cause also have sad news.
One day i go tample and ask for a chacnce from him
I say:~
Can i get a chance from him?
I really very miss and love him.
And i really know is my fault and i regreat.
Can i have a chance from him.
If have can our relationship slowly slowly better than last time?
I get from the god is:~
I think too many already.
Haven happen already think so far.
Just do better in my exam.
And don't think too much and far.
Just let it be.
Future will be plan everything for you.
Don't worry too much.
haiz~
I know that is true.
God also tell the same as we thought.
So have to accept it.
250 days maybe have a chance or maybe not.
I can not because of that chance waiting without doing and fighting my future.
If we really can not have chnce after 250 days!!!
I swear i will find one boy more more more better than you!!!
Is only time problem...
After 250 days.
We still not get back!!!
ELAINE CHEONG SWEAR!!!!
And I WILL!!!
After 250 days you only want back to me.
I still will accept you.
But before one month college life you only want back with me.
I will say sorry.
I know i think that you will think i am "think oneself clever"
I mean but only!
Reson is because we do not have strong love!
And i do not want hurt you again.
So i tell you honest in front of everyone!!!
My college life start at APRIL 2010,SUNWAY.KL
So Febuary 2010 is the last month i will wait you.
If we still can not get back together which means we predestine "YAO YUN MOU FEN"+ "I AM NOT APPRECIATE YOU AT FIRST SO NOW HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL THIS"
Actually yesterday i already back.
Because too tired and lazy so today only write blog.
Hateful!
I cann't share my photo in taiwan to all of you.
Because "Friendster" say my photo size too big.
Lol~
How can!!!
Friendster principal faster go change and adjust it!!!
T_T~
I will put some in here.
And intro to everyone.
But then i cann't remember all the place
So can not intro to you all.
Some only picture no intro.
In.
258 days. videlicet is 2/6/09
HE HE HE!
Send message to me.
Really unbelievable!
He say:~
"taiwan nice ma?
enjoy mou?
sms expensive.
so one message only.
heheh."
You know anot?
Even one message i already happy.
Happy till i so madness.
Really.
I suddenly laugh out.
I can not stop smiling after i saw your message.
That day also just finish put fireworks at beach.
Hahah^^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY^^
Really happy!^^
Happy news of cause also have sad news.
One day i go tample and ask for a chacnce from him
I say:~
Can i get a chance from him?
I really very miss and love him.
And i really know is my fault and i regreat.
Can i have a chance from him.
If have can our relationship slowly slowly better than last time?
I get from the god is:~
I think too many already.
Haven happen already think so far.
Just do better in my exam.
And don't think too much and far.
Just let it be.
Future will be plan everything for you.
Don't worry too much.
haiz~
I know that is true.
God also tell the same as we thought.
So have to accept it.
250 days maybe have a chance or maybe not.
I can not because of that chance waiting without doing and fighting my future.
If we really can not have chnce after 250 days!!!
I swear i will find one boy more more more better than you!!!
Is only time problem...
After 250 days.
We still not get back!!!
ELAINE CHEONG SWEAR!!!!
And I WILL!!!
After 250 days you only want back to me.
I still will accept you.
But before one month college life you only want back with me.
I will say sorry.
I know i think that you will think i am "think oneself clever"
I mean but only!
Reson is because we do not have strong love!
And i do not want hurt you again.
So i tell you honest in front of everyone!!!
My college life start at APRIL 2010,SUNWAY.KL
So Febuary 2010 is the last month i will wait you.
If we still can not get back together which means we predestine "YAO YUN MOU FEN"+ "I AM NOT APPRECIATE YOU AT FIRST SO NOW HAVE TO TAKE IT ALL THIS"
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