ONCE AGAIN.I CANNOT SLEEP WELL FOR 3 DAYS.

Annonymous666 what you say are right.
Thanks for your advise.

But do you know?
Say is much more easy than do.
I also have try.
But i failed.

I can not stand in a place that without him.
If weeksend i can not see him i will dull whole day.
Do you know that?

I can not 100% concentrate in my work and exam.
Even 60% also don't have.
I feel i more and more lazy.
I know is not worth it.
But i can not stop it.
Just can not stop!!!!!!!!!!

Shin Shin ku is not easy.
Long time?
Only few week i already feel really really sad.

Shin shin ku.
Can i hug you?
But i will not cry promise okie?
Cause you say i cry not nice ya.
Hehehh^^

Shin shin ku can i wait him till Feb?
Cause i really want him back so badly.
Can i???

I will be strong!!!
I must be strong!!!
I really must be strong!!!
Until the end.
No matter what anwers he gave on that day.
I will be fine.
OK???

I can not sleep well again?
Why?
Why you can make me so crazy on you?
You let me know why.

I never right to a boy so crazy before.
Even my first also no!
How can you do it?
Tell me ya!!!

When only can stop this?