I AM TIRED ALREADY.

248 days.

Today is my last day to count down.
I already tired.
Really tired already.
When every single day over also a very pain.
Chances let One day one day pass to fade away.
Maybe you and everyone will think i am so easy to give up.

But i still very love him.
Miss him.
Every single day waiting=disappointed
I always cry and sad.
I try so hard!
Always do so much of thing.
But when it finish i will start thinking about you+hate myself!

Tell you something!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT.
Compare last time you wait me and now i wait you is totally difference.
Your wait is happy.
And that i wait you is disappointed+hate and hate myself!!!!
DO YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now you sure very very happy!
When you heard i'm not waiting you.
Give up you.
You happy right???!!!!
The resuLt that you wish already come true!
right???!!!
Why not.
I think sure.
Cause you no need burden anymore.
Finally i say that.
No need annoye anymore.
right??? right??? right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You told me you still keep my thing but i think you never see and look at it anymore.
Although i keep away all your thing but i still go see.
Cause for the momment you are the one make me soooooooo hurt and sooooooo pain!!!
I think i also the one meke you sooooooo hurt and soooooo pain.
Fair now.

Always wish to hug you and cry full day.
Only one day also enough.
But always also cry myslef.
Will not let everyone know.
I will be mad really mad because of you!!!
You had a girl to lie on.
But i don have!!!
Love?
What is that??
I not so easy to believe love.
Because you i believe once again!!!
Because of a bit feel make us break!!!
I hate myself!!!
Really hate!!!
Now I will not so easy to fall in love with someone already.
Really is Happy ending.

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!

From now on i will not going to find you!.
If you never think you will back to me or love me back.
This is non of god or time problem.
Is only yourslef.
Just try ask yourself do you even have think to come back to me?
If no.
Please act incognizance me and don feel my presence.
I also will!
I know is pain for me not you.
Maybe you also will happy.
Even i hurt i will bear it!!!
And willl not weeping in front of you.
Please don care me anymore.
Is hurt when you care me.

You really happy.
And congrat.
ELAINE CHEONG really failing on your hand!!!
Finally.
The most pain+most love+most memory+in the momment the most happy and sweet couple also on your hand already.

Now reback to me alreay.
Happy^^

Wish you eudemonia.
I will.

Thanks god to let me love you.
And let me at one time put true love and feel true love on you.

I will not message you that i finish my blog.
If you have heart you will come see.
When you see it you just write on the chat box.

THANKS YOU!^^
NICE TO MEET YOU ****** LEE
BYEEE