HAPPY OR NOT HAPPY?

Saturday that day he not happy.
Cause his important person break an appointment.
So he very unhappy and angry.
I really bad.
Very very bad.
Alaways unclear the situation then do.
When only i can change?
When i only think for others only do what ever i wish to do?
When i only can learn???!!!
Sorry~
Really sorry~
I am not purposely.
I only...
Nevermoind larx~
Sorry~
I do wrong again!!!
Haiz~

He conduct us to Lostworld.
But then he never ask me go.
Is Simon ask me to go.
I think it long time.
Whether i should go?
He never ask me go.
If i go does he hate or angry me?
If i not bold as brass to go belike anon no chance anymore.
If go what will happen?
If not go what will happen?
Finally i decide to go.
But when you see me does you feel want to see me?
Or you will think er!!!
Why i will come?? This Simon so busy body?
If you think like this.
I apologize. And non of Simon business.
So no need blame Simon.

When i go there.
I not play much.
Cause at there have many our sweet memory.
I have try not to think.
But can not!
Cause i love him.
Really still love him.
Can not stop myself not to think.
I am very pain.
I am very sad.
How???

Do you have this feel?
When with me feel happy?
Do you have this feel?
I have!!!
When i can play with you even a group i feel very very very happy!!!
Even is hurt me but is worth.
You know???
Cause very hard can like this.
Really happy!

But even that i can not think too much.
Cause i promise you.
Even how you treat me i also must treat you like friend.
Actually is hard you know???
But still try!
I not dare to look you and think!

Love is not so bloodiness.
But if regret LOVE it is really very bloodiness

Memory make a person feel so dread.
I scare.
I really scare.

This call nemesis.
If not appreciate good will change very pain!
The hurt feel is not small at all!!!
So if who have boyfriend and he treat you very good must appreciate
If not you will be my second version.
I already no chance.
And i will hard to love and trust others boy already.

If i not tell you that i finish my blog do you really will initiative to come and see what is happen to me?

At last!!!
NO COUNT DOWN DOES NOT MEANS I WILL NOT WAIT!!!