JUST LET IT BE.LET TIME+GOD DECIED EVERTHING.

263 days.

Yesterday i think quite long.
Should i continue being like thins?
What can i do?
If i keep continue act like this what can i get?

Conclution.
Just make all the thing let it be.
No matter how i self-will or how sad it will not a good ending.
On the other side it will make him more hate me or maybe have chance also change to no chance.
Maybe now i still need some time.
So let time + GOD decied everything.

I cant not always lay on our memory for everything.
Memory just let it become our sweet and nice relationship.
I cann't stop and return back to my way.
Since this is my chose i must responsible for it.
Moreover i can not self-will to take him back to my side.
No matter what.
I also must continue my way.
In this way, my life only can be happpy+colourful+fulfil

Some more, this year is my important year.
If i still not put hardwork on it.
I think my colege life will be very suffering.
Therefore i must fight for my future!
Will not think much already.
But countdown i will be contuinue until the end of the days.
Only a simple waiting him.
Will not think too much already.
Much of it just past it to god + time to decied.

Today i wake up.
He send me a message almost same like what my thinking
That is:~
"We both don't know what will happen in future.
Now i can't accept you.
But don't know maybe future we will together again.
All we can do now is just let it be.
Just let time decied everything.
Now we must focus in what we need to do in study,future and working.
We are adult already.
No matter what happen.
We still need to continue look forward and ga yao together.
I'm sure we will know what was the best for us in future.
Elaine believe me."

***SO WE MUST GA YAO TOGETHER!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! JUST LET IT BE!!!***