I feel the whole shoot to wait you is only my self-assertion.
Already know that you will not back to me.
But still always imagine that "ONE DAY YOU SURE WILL BACK TO ME"!!!
But how?
Who can told me what can i do?
He told me he already no more feel to me.
But i still want to wait and continue pray.
And keep think "ELAINE CHEONG CAN NOT GIIVE UP! IF GOT ONE DAY HE COME BACK TO YOU HOW?"
I feel very very very un happy,
Now i keep hurting the friends who worry me and support me
Friends really sorry~
I also do not want to be like this.
They give me many suggestion.
But i also have mind.
Maybe he is (testing my tolerance)
Maybe he is annoying something+pain
Nobody will know.
Only he himself and god will know.
Say serious me and him together that time do not sit and talk about our aspiration.
We can not meet too much.
One week only twice
I also know he cry for me and without telling me.
He make me laugh more i than i do.
He pay out more than me.
What he do to me is more more more than whatever i have done to him.
On the other hand he want me to do i cant do it perfectly.
Am i a useless girlfriend?
He wants maybe i can not give or do to him.
But whatever i want he sure will do it and if he can not he also will try hard and hard to satisfy what i need
Maybe he tooo fond me make me more further intensified.
And make him tired.
He never querimony anything.
He also does not want require much thing
He just want me to love him more.
Thats all!
But what did i did?
Is just a bullshit!!!
Now back to me already.
I am regret.
Regret regret regret and regret.
I want him back to me also and already can not!
What can i do to ask him back?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do?
What can i do so that he can back to me?
I can not just wait god to prepare and just sit there do nothing!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
I cant!!!
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT CAN I DO?
WHO?
YOU? OR YOU? OR YOU?
WHO?!!!
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